they both met with Harry Reid or some other Dem handler.
SILLINESS. I have nothing but sympathy for the legal experts over
who are carefully examining Sotomayor's judicial record for hints and
penumbras and suchlike about her views vis a vis "the law." They are
concerned. They have documentary evidence for their concern. They have
impeccable explanations of the precise reasons for their concern.
I'm not concerned. I'm just mad. The hearings today are a formality, a
foregone conclusion, a farce. Republicans, conservatives, and
aren't going to do anything. They were more upset about Harriet
than they are about this washerwoman.
It's a good thing justice is blind,
isn't it? Oh, that's right. It won't be much
Maybe implants and lipo are a
What is there to analyze? She's another Obama race fascist, or he
wouldn't have nominated her. She despises white people, she supports
partial birth abortion (for white people), and she'd just as soon wipe
her ass with the constitution as with a lily pad. She'll do everything
she can to facilitate the Mexican invasion that will help fulfill
Obama's dream of turning the United States into a poor, lawless,
pidgin-speaking Third World Nation.
So, today, our Defenders of the Constitution are going to ask her --
what? How many lies she's willing
to tell to get a prestigious lifetime income for committing treason?
NRO can't say this. They're required to be reasonable. We're not. We
can look at the situation and call it what it is -- a joke, a travesty,
a tragedy. But don't expect us to go into details about every single
step of the BataaanObama
Death March. Not going to happen. If somebody says something funny,
like, say, Arlen "Who Can I Betray Today" Specter, we might weigh in.
Otherwise we're going to sit right here on our own pastoral riverbank
and pretend we're as myopic as good old Mr. Mole.
Ratty's got a full-boat ride at
Princeton, so he won't be rowing much longer.
What are you doing today?
In a hole?
Here's the scoop, kids. Well, it's not really a scoop, because there
are no new factual revelations to spin your head around. It's a
conceptual scoop. You get to
decide what you think it's worth. But here it is.
The Obama administration does not believe that Islamist
organizations who claim to hate the United States pose any threat.
There is no need for any War on Terror. Or: the casualties of any such
war against the U.S. and for sharia simply do not matter.
Maybe that's reassuring to you. If so, good. We're not evaluating
anything here but inescapable implications. Which are that the Obama
adminstration and the Democrats in charge of congress have left
themselves so wide open that any
attack on America which occurs in the next three and a half years will
sweep them from power for a generation. The Justice Department has a
bee so far up its nose about the Bush administration that it's prepared
to cripple the already, uh, "challenged" CIA for the purpose of
prosecuting Dick Cheney and (pant, pant, pant...) well, guess who.
Here's an excerpt from the sexiest new political tabloid in the
nation's capital, the Newsweek Enquirer.
Obama doesn't want to look back, but Attorney General
Eric Holder may probe Bush-era torture anyway.
It's the morning after Independence Day, and Eric Holder Jr. is feeling
the weight of history. The night before, he'd stood on the roof of the
White House alongside the president of the United States, leaning over
a railing to watch fireworks burst over the Mall, the monuments to
Lincoln and Washington aglow at either end. "I was so struck by the
fact that for the first time in history an African-American was
presiding over this celebration of what our nation is all about," he
says. Now, sitting at his kitchen table in jeans and a gray polo shirt,
as his 11-year-old son, Buddy, dashes in and out of the room, Holder is
reflecting on his own role. He doesn't dwell on the fact that he's the
country's first black attorney general. He is focused instead on the
tension that the best of his predecessors have confronted: how does one
faithfully serve both the law and the president?
There's an obvious affinity between Holder and the man who
him to be the first black attorney general of the United States. They
are both black men raised outside the conventional African-American
tradition who worked their way to the top of the meritocracy. They are
lawyers committed to translating the law into justice. Having
most of their adult lives in the public arena, both know intimately the
tug of war between principle and pragmatism. Obama, Holder says
confidently, "understands the nature of what we do at the Justice
Department in a way no recent president has. He's a damn good lawyer,
and he understands the value of having an independent attorney
next few weeks, though, could test Holder's confidence. After the
prospect of torture investigations seemed to lose momentum in April,
the attorney general and his aides turned to other pressing issues.
They were preoccupied with Gitmo, developing a hugely complex new set
of detention and prosecution policies, and putting out the daily fires
that go along with running a 110,000-person department. The regular
meetings Holder's team had been having on the torture question died
down. Some aides began to wonder whether the idea of appointing a
prosecutor was off the table.
But in late June Holder
asked an aide for a copy of the CIA inspector general's thick
classified report on interrogation abuses. He cleared his schedule and,
over two days, holed up alone in his Justice Depart ment office,
immersed himself in what Dick Cheney once referred to as "the dark
side." He read the report twice, the first time as a lawyer, looking
for evidence and instances of transgressions that might call for
prosecution. The second time, he started to absorb what he was reading
at a more emotional level. He was "shocked and saddened," he
friend, by what government servants were alleged to have done in
America's name. When he was done he stood at his window for a long
time, staring at Constitution Avenue.
Awwwww. That is just soooooo sweet, isn't it? The idealism of the guy
who, according to a WAPO
columnist, did this::
[Marc] Rich was a commodities trader
who amassed both a fortune and some influential friends in the 1970s
and '80s. Along with his partner, Pincus Green, he was indicted in 1983
on 65 counts of tax evasion and related matters. Before he could be
prosecuted, however, he fled to Switzerland. There he remained,
avoiding extradition and eventually arranging to be represented by Jack
Quinn, a Washington lawyer and Clinton's onetime White House counsel --
in other words, a certified power broker. Quinn did an end run around
the Justice Department's pardon office and went straight to Holder and
the White House. With a stroke of a pen, justice was not done.
Holder was not just an integral part
of the pardon process, he provided the White House with cover by
offering his go-ahead recommendation. No alarm seemed to sound for him.
Not only had strings been pulled, but it was rare to pardon a fugitive
-- someone who had avoided possible conviction by avoiding the
inconvenience of a trial. The U.S. attorney's office in New York
-- which, Holder had told the White House, would oppose any pardon --
was kept ignorant of what was going on. Afterward, it was furious.
When I tell people that I am bothered by the choice of Holder for
attorney general, they invariably say that everyone is entitled to a
mistake. Yes, indeed. And I add for them that in almost every other
way, Holder is a dream nominee. He has been U.S. attorney for the
District of Columbia, a judge and a well-regarded lawyer in private
practice. Moreover, to my personal knowledge, he is charming and well
liked by his subordinates. A better attorney general nominee you're not
likely to find . . . the pardon excepted.
But the pardon cannot be excepted. It
suggests that Holder, whatever his other qualifications, could not say
no to power. The Rich pardon request had power written all over
it -- the patronage of important Democratic fundraisers, for instance.
Holder also said he was "really struck" by the backing of Rich by
Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Barak and the possibility of "foreign
policy benefits that would be reaped by granting the pardon." This is
an odd standard for American justice, but more than that, what was
Holder thinking? That U.S.-Israeli relations would suffer? Holder does
not sound naive. He sounds disingenuous.
Wake up, people. If Holder is going after Cheney and Bush, it's because
the president wants him to. I'm not even going to comment on what it
means that a sitting president is intent on criminalizing his
predecessors. All I'm interested in for the sake of this post is what
means about the assumptions of the Obama administration with regard to
the War on Terror. They don't believe there's any threat from Islamic
fascists who want to bring down the United States. If they thought
there was a threat, they
wouldn't allow all the morale-sapping sniping by the congress at the
CIA. And they certainly wouldn't risk going after the people whose
record is inarguable: during the Bush administration, the United States
was not attacked on its home soil after 9/11. Why would you fuck with
that record? You wouldn't. Unless you really truly believed that we're
danger of future attack or you don't care if we are attacked.
I'm prepared to believe the Obama administration thinks another attack
would be good for us, another humbling experience for which our
president would no doubt apologize again to the perpetrators. But I
can't believe the Democrat Party shares this view. They MUST know that
any attack on U.S,. soil, given the adminstration's ostentatious
dilution of all anti-terror measures and vindictive persecution of the
very people who kept us safe for so long, would represent immediate
Therefore -- the Democrats really, truly, honestly, completely believe
that there's no threat to worry about.
If that's the case, why don't they bring our troops home from
Afghanistan and Iraq immediately?
If there's no threat, there's no need for "our boys and girls" to risk
their lives for a single additional day. And why don't they share with
us the reason for their certainty that every city and town in America
is immune to the crazed adherents of what they all insist on calling
the "religion of peace." (Which is only accurate if "peace" is synonymous with
"submission," which begins to seem like an understandable Democrat use
of the Thesaurus.)
OR. Are they really this fucking stupid? So fucking stupid as to bet
that they can stop fighting Islamist terror without making it
inevitable that the rest of us will pay a huge price for their
unprincipled whoring after more partisan power? Is this really what Chuck Schumer learned at Harvard Law and what Harry Reid learned at the
Nevada School of Crooked Auto Mechanics?
You decide. I'm too busy throwing up in the bushes over here.
LOVED HER. He was three and a half feet tall. But he was there.
Which is more than most people ever are. Another story of the beginning:
From the rope of Gypsy Jackknife, last king of Punk City:
This length begins with a scrap of shiny blue cut from the sleeve of
the cop who sneered, “All the scum in Philly is moving to South
Street. Why don’t you?”
2 I had been a sidewalk artist on the streets of Center City. I
had been a vagrant.
3 In summer I slept on grates or inside the empty clanging bells
4 In winter I holed up in flophouses and slept with my hands
wrapped in dirty rags.
5 At twenty years of age I had achieved nothing but subsistence,
and my belongings amounted to no more than thirty feet of rope, a bag
of art supplies, and a knapsack full of clothes.
6 These I carried with me on the long baking walk from City Hall
to the end of South Street, where I set up shop on the concrete median
that bisected Headhouse Square.
South Street was a different world.
2 Downtown is big and smells like steel.
3 Headhouse Square smelled of brick and the
river, which flowed not half a thousand yards from my median.
4 There were other scents as well—a trace of
sweat, a now and again hint of booze or burgers, the gray exhaust of
trucks and cars, and the once in a while perfume of ladies in silk.
5 I tossed away the steel of my downtown style
and painted pastels on parchment outside the grand main entrance of the
New Market Mall, to which shoppers flocked like gilded geese.
6 A quaint brick arcade stood due north of me,
and beyond it sat a row of eighteenth century townhouses, snug and
invincible behind barred windows and rich brass locks.
7 From that direction came my most lucrative
trade, young bankers with fins to spend on their perfect girlfriends,
lawyers’ sons and daughters with chemical visions and cash enough to
pay me for making them real, lonely divorcees in search of an excuse to
stand in the street flaunting their wares while I made them lovely in
I made enough of them lovely enough that I was able to rent a home of
my own, the first I had known in years.
2 It wasn’t a house but a loft above a
secondhand store on South Street, opposite a crumbling movie theater
called the Emporium of Cinematic and Creative Expression.
3 I chose the loft because it was large and
cheap and had a freight elevator that allowed me not to climb stairs.
4 It also had a room as long as a short city
block, which permitted me to work on art projects of my own, not for
money but for pleasure.
5 I laid my canvases on the floor, under a low
lattice of scaffolding that enabled me to crawl about, inches above the
canvas, with palette, brushes, and rags in my hands and teeth.
6 I had to do it that way because easels and
even upright canvases stand too tall.
7 I am a dwarf, you see.
I worked the median for months, through summer, fall, and winter, while
the Square underwent a transformation.
2 The punks had been there when I arrived, but
they had not ruled South Street. They seemed to live only in the few
hours between dark and last call.
3 They drank, they pranced, they bounced their
music off the city’s streetlit sky.
4 Briefly they attacked the world across an
iron sea of guitars while half a dozen bars on South Street trembled to
the dissonant directionless beat of the slam dance, which built like
nausea into a vomitus that erupted onto the pavement in drunken
fistfights and earsplitting obscenities.
5 The arrival of the cops was a ritual, the
signal to end the horseplay and go on up to bed.
The punks had been, like me, the refuse that drifts across any urban
landscape, unsightly but unowned by anyone of importance, a concern
only to the city’s army of maintenance personnel.
2 But sometimes what should be washed or
flushed away in the natural course of things is not flushed away but
clogs the drains, and the distasteful here and there of litter grows
into an appalling noisome everywhere of useless nothing that suddenly
cannot be ignored.
3 And so it was with the punks. Unwanted,
uncalled for, they nevertheless multiplied.
4 No longer content to live only at night, they
moved by degrees into the daylight, like shocking clouds that will not
They roamed everywhere, white pinched faces wearing warpaint and cold
eyes, leather and denim steeped in sweat, hair like psychotic topiary.
2 As their numbers grew, they established new
3 Once a week they blitzed the mall in metallic
glee, hard shouldering the shoppers, slam dancing the aisles, leaving a
trail of broken things behind them.
4 On a gunmetal day in February, they broke the
arm of a Pinkerton who tried to stop their fun, and when the medics
arrived they broke the light bar off the ambulance and took it for a
5 In time, they broke the simple commercial
rhythms of Headhouse, and half a dozen merchants fled the mall, which
closed its doors for a month before reopening under new management that
believed in armed guards and police dogs and mounted troopers
circumnavigating the New Market courtyard once an hour.
6 The punks laughed and jeered but took the
hint and painted a line down the middle of Headhouse, one foot to the
South Street side of my place of business.
7 My median thus became the great divide –
between the Headhouse arcade and South Street, between permanence and
transience, between the old guard of Society Hill and the young lions
of Punk City, who were building into a dangerous new pride.
I had my own encounters with punks. No one had taught them not to stare
at people like me, and often I would look up from my work to see a
couple of them laughing and pointing in my direction.
2 A few seemed to regard my little business as
an opportunity to pick up women.
3 One afternoon, I was doing portraits of two
young girls. I took them to be college students. They wore expensive
clothes and jewelry, but they giggled at every detail I added to the
4 A shadow swallowed the light I had been
working in. I turned to see two punks standing, hands on hips, in a
spot that allowed them to compare my rendering to its model.
5 “What d’you think?” the tall one asked his
companion. He was long-legged and powerfully built, the muscles of his
chest too massive to be contained by his leather vest. His coal black
hair looked like it had been cut with a knife, and his nose was pierced
by a safety pin.
6 “I think the retard is for shit,” said the
other. He was rock-star thin, with a face so pretty it explained the
swarm of ugly tattoos on his arms. “She’s a lot foxier than the crap on
the paper shows.”
7 The girls giggled again. Maybe this was why
they had come to South Street, to have a brush with lower class
8 The tall one made introductions. “I’m Slash
Frazzle,” he said, as if everybody knew it already. “This is Johnny
Stamp. He’s the drummer in my band. Hate Mail. You’ve maybe heard of
9 Receiving no reply, he advanced on the closer
of the two girls, placed a hand on her back. “Johnny and I was on our
way to my place to blow some weed. How about it?”
10 The girl shrugged away from his hand and, no
longer giggling, edged toward the street with her friend. They hadn’t
paid me yet and I was nervous.
11 “Maybe you gentlemen wouldn’t mind taking a
raincheck,” I said. “I think the young ladies have another engagement.”
12 So easily that I might have been a doll
stuffed with straw, Slash Frazzle plucked me off the median and held my
face to his own. His words struck me like spit. “The next time you get
between me and a bitch I’m trying to ball, I’ll tear your f___ing
retard head off. Got it?”
13 Then he tossed me casually into my chalks,
crushing most of them. When I got to my feet the girls were scampering
toward the mall, and their would-be suitors were sauntering in pursuit.
14 I watched until the girls disappeared around
a corner into an area I knew the cops patrolled. Then I gathered up the
ruins of my supplies and went home.
15 It was the first time I had ever exchanged
words with a punk. I couldn’t sit without discomfort for three days.
Soon afterwards I met my first female punk.
2 I was packing up for the day. My take had
been good, and a plump little mountain of bills sat inside my cigar box.
3 When I had closed the knapsack containing my
chalks and paper, I reached for the box and saw a pair of shabby spike
heels and slim but grimy ankles almost straddling it.
4 I looked up in surprise. Above the ankles was
a pair of long legs, and much more.
5 It must have been her performing costume: a
slitted crotch-length skirt, a leather corset that barely covered her
nipples, a painted, aquiline face, and topping it off, a tiara made of
6 She wasn’t wearing any underpants.
7 I stumbled backward away from her but she
followed, extending an arm covered with blotchy bruises from wrist to
8 “I have to go stage in a hour,” she said.
“I’m a singer. My band’s got a gig at Gobb’s tonight.”
9 Her eyes were as vacant and inert as if
they’d been installed by a taxidermist.
10 Her voice was husky, vaguely accented. “I
have to buy something before I go on stage, and you can see I don’t got
a purse with my outfit. Can I borrow a few bucks. Say, twenty-five?”
11 I stared at her. She was a dyed blonde,
that shade of platinum which glows and shimmers even when it’s filthy.
12 She went on in a monotone, as if reading the lines
from a script. “I could make it worth your while. I could make you feel
13 I felt sickened, humiliated, to be the living
proof of another’s degradation. And diseased for wanting to take
advantage of it.
14 I dove for the box, grabbed it with shaking hands,
and thrust it at her. “Take it,” I said.
15 Clutching her prize, she began walking
unsteadily away, hesitated, looked back. “Maybe I’ll see you again,”
she said. And then – as if remembering something long gone – she added,
16 “You’re welcome,” I said.
17 She gazed down at me without expression.
“You’re a nice little man,” she ventured. “What’s your name?”
18 I told her. My heart was hammering. “What’s yours?”
19 “Liz Smack.” With a dull laugh she added,
“My stage name.”
20 Then she walked away, her heels clicking
faster and faster as she remembered what she could buy with the box.
I kept an eye out for her after that. She appeared on the edge of my
horizon now and again, but always at a distance, in glimpses that
confirmed her reality but told me nothing new.
2 I worked on a portrait of her from memory,
but I couldn’t capture such emptiness in paint.
3 Maybe I didn’t want to.
4 My canvas seemed to contain my wish for her,
the eyes waiting and watchful, which was a lie.
5 When I finished it I turned the painting to
the wall and tried to ignore it.
6 But one rainy night when I couldn’t sleep I
got out a can of red paint and slapped it over the canvas until there
was no remaining trace of the strong-boned face and its wideset eyes.
7 It didn’t help me sleep any better.
As time went on, the punks became an inevitable part of my life.
2 There was a huge drunk with a bushy mohawk
set off by tattoos on the shaven sides of his head. But he didn’t ask
for the warhawks and demons that adorned his skull. From me he wanted
3 I could not afford to be careless. Each time
I had to scan his face and read today’s tree, which differed from
yesterday’s by the amount more or less than yesterday he'd had to drink.
4 A six-drink tree glowed with late afternoon
sun, each slender strand of bunched leaves outlined in gold light.
5 A ten drink tree wreathed a barn light at
night, the curve of green tresses defined by tattered reflected glitter.
6 His mood also affected his trees, so that I
had to watch his bloody eyes for signs of winter ice or green spring
7 He called me Sawed-off, and I called him
Stoplight for his nose.
There was a sad-eyed, broken-nosed blond who called me Two Stroke and
paid me a dollar apiece for cobras that breathed flame.
2 I greeted him as Snake Man, but I didn’t
think the name really fit until later, when I had occasion to see him
as something more than a loose-gaited country boy who’d wandered too
far from the farm.
There was an Amazon who defied the punk fashion code by dressing
completely in pink, from hair to boots and from nails to makeup.
2 With me she was jovial and hearty, trading
spare change for glamour portraits of her face and body, always in pink
3 When she got to be a regular customer, I
asked her, “Can I just start calling you Miss Pink or do I have to get
a formal introduction first?”
4 She laughed. “What are you? Psychic or
5 I tapped my temple to confirm it.
6 “Then you must know my full name,” she teased.
7 “Miss Pinkie Pink,” I suggested.
8 “But you know I’m a punk,” she chided me.
“It’s got to be nastier than that.”
9 “I give up,” I told her, putting the
finishing touches on a hipshot, she-cat version of her intimidating
10 She raised a finger. “Okay. A punk joke.
What do you do after a slamdance with a gorilla?”
11 “I don’t know.”
12 “Piss Pink.”
13 I was incredulous. “Piss Pink?”
14 “Not here,” she said primly. “The cops wouldn’t
15 She seemed the happiest punk on South Street.
The most mysterious punk on South Street was another one of my
regulars, a taciturn fellow who always asked me to draw the angel of
2 He invariably thanked me but my drawings
didn’t hit the mark, even though he gave me as much as he could afford,
which was usually only a few pennies.
3 He was slight and diffident under his mohawk,
with deep-set eyes and hands so pale they resembled blue-veined
4 When I saw him walk by I’d ask, “Angel? Try
again?” and he’d wait patiently while I chalked another figure on the
5 But I always failed. My angels looked like
church ornaments copied from statues and stained glass windows.
6 “What am I doing wrong?” I asked him finally,
frustrated that I couldn’t earn even the pennies he paid.
7 He gave me a half smile and made a quick
gesture with a finger around the eyes.
8 And so I started again, this time doing the
eyes first, allowing the rest of the image to develop slowly around
them, like a photograph.
9 When I finished I glanced my question at him,
and he nodded, rummaged in his pocket for change that wasn’t there.
10 He scowled, then reached for his throat and
untied the red neckerchief he always wore. He folded it carefully and
placed it in my hands.
11 “You are a lens,” he said, “Small, yes. But
powerful enough to start a fire.”
12 “Thank you,” I said. He walked rapidly away
across the Square.
13 I studied what I’d drawn. The angel’s eyes
seemed to sink miles into the asphalt bowels of the city, and there was
a power and immediacy in them I’d never achieved before.
14 The effect was disquieting, as if the force
behind the eyes might erupt through the pavement and mold my flat chalk
lines into a solid presence.
15 Within an hour I’d made up an excuse to wash
the drawing away, and I watched the white chalk slip down the sewer
grate like a shroud being yanked into the underworld.
The punks who talked to me and paid me for drawings were the
exceptions, though. Most seemed intent on acting cold, tough, rude and
2 When I saw how they treated one another, with
cruel cuffs and jibes, I was grateful to be ignored.
3 South Street did remind me of a lion’s den,
full of hungry young carnivores who had yet to learn about men.
But the punks weren’t the only predators in town, and their appetites
had awakened the jackals who lurk in the corners of every urban
2 From my bed at night I began to hear the
rumble of Harleys as inner city gangs rolled in to promote the drug
3 For a month or two there was a honeymoon, as
bikers drank and partied with whitebread punks.
4 The bikers’ was a false and exaggerated
friendliness, like the outlaw’s compliments to the barmaid he plans to
drag behind the stable.
By summer’s end the mounted police had deserted the mall, and even the
cop cars had ceased cruising South Street.
2 Instead there were bikers stationed at every
corner, parading their colors and doing a brisk business in packets of
3 The punks were traveling in larger groups,
and at night there were no longer parties but cash transactions at the
corner of Third and South.
4 The music was still loud, electric, and
angry, and its crescendos sometimes exploded into bloody brawls, with
bikers on one side and coked up punks on the other.
5 Once, when a foghorn woke me prematurely in
the gray of false dawn, I looked out to see four still bodies lying in
the street, their mohawks not suggesting slain Indians so much as
children butchered at a costume party.
6 They disappeared before the sun could prove
they weren’t just shadows or a dreadful dream.
7 Then and after, the men in blue avoided South
Street with maddening consistency.
Less cocky now, the punks weren’t so quick to laugh at me, and they
accepted my presence as part of the landscape. When they got bored,
they sometimes gathered to watch me work.
2 They had few suggestions, but I saw the sack
of Rome lying dormant in the concrete, and I extracted it one chalk
stroke at a time into the light.
3 Goths and Visigoths and Vandals stormed
across my median into the villas of the Seven Hills, burning them to
4 I strove for the spectacular, hoping that
bigger audiences might bring back two of the regulars I hadn’t seen for
5 Because I suspected that something had
happened to Stoplight and to Angel. Something grim and something final.
6 My suspicion turned to dread when I had to
watch another of my regulars fight for his life.
Unlike most of the other punks, the Snake Man went his way alone.
2 One day I saw him walk through a knot of
bikers and make some derogatory gesture, whether at bike or rider I
couldn’t be sure.
3 They erupted in foul-mouthed rage.
4 I saw the sparkle of a swinging chain. I saw
the bikers crouch, move in, arms pumping, fists gleaming with brass.
5 I was terrified for their target, recalling
his melancholy smile and the time he had gravely shaken my hand.
6 But somehow he eeled out between their legs
and whirled back into their midst with the tire iron he wore under his
long khaki coat.
7 The iron struck again and again, quicker than
a glint of silver, and the fight was all over before I could even gasp
8 One biker was holding his forearm, not
stopping the bright fountain that spouted from his wrist.
9 Another lay on the ground, blood pooling
under his head.
10 A third had the tire iron buried in his
belly, a look of petrifying shock on his gray face.
11 The Snake Man was nowhere to be seen.
I should have been outraged that he could do such violence.
2 I should have been sickened by the blood and
nearness of death.
3 But I had begun to realize that the punks had
nowhere else to go,
4 And a part of me admired the Snake Man for
not being afraid of the colors and headbands and hidden weapons.
5 The punks were teenage delinquents. The
bikers were murderous mercenaries.
6 They looked at me with funny smiles, as if I
were some stupid toy they wanted to smash, later on, when the mood
7 I wasn’t sorry they had misjudged my friend.
He showed up two days later with a dollar for another drawing.
2 “You had me worried,” I told him. “You’re one
of my best customers.”
3 “Scooter trash,” he said shortly. “It’s time
we took Punk City back for the punks.”
4 The terminus of South Street was due south of
me, an angled glimpse of the squalor that had sired this hard new world.
5 I could just make out the ECCE marquee
announcing the newest weird exercise in film.
6 Beneath it, the bikers were parked like
sentinels, waiting for any excuse, and I could feel their eyes on the
Snake Man and me.
7 “Maybe,” I told him. “it’s time for me to
move on. You know what happens to people who get caught in the middle."
8 “Nothing will happen to you,” he declared.
9 “There was a big guy with tattoos on his
head,” I said. “And a sad guy with a red neckerchief. Nothing happened
to them either, I suppose.”
10 The Snake Man mused for a moment. Then
turned and whistled at some punks who were turning the corner, heading
up South Street.
11 “Come along,” he shouted.
12 They came and the Snake Man introduced me to
all of them.
13 Like most of the punks these days, they were
wearing white pancake makeup, and black grease around their eyes.
14 It was hard to tell them apart, but they
grinned at me through anthracite lips, and I tried to grin back.
15 Their names were Ripp Starr, Kassander, and Zero
16 “Two Stroke here is familish,” the Snake Man told
them in the new lingo used to keep conversations private from the
bikers. “Blood. Spreaddaword.
17 “Anybody rocks him gets rocked.
18 “Any dukeshit mocks him gets rocked. Same as
they mocks us.
19 “The same,” he repeated, glaring. “Tadeath.”
20 Then each of them bent down and shook my
hand, swore he would spread the word.
21 They strode away across the Square, and
looking after them I felt, not safer, but more at home.
22 “Now don’t talk no more about leaving,” the
Snake Man said, reverting to English now that his comrades were gone.
23 “It’ll get better here. And you’re good
luck. I can feel it. Okay?”
And so I stayed, through another summer, into the false gold of autumn
2 Business stayed bad and got worse. But the
Snake Man still wanted cobras, Piss Pink still had her appetite for
self portraits, and other punks kicked in too. I didn’t prosper but I
was getting by.
3 Then came the first sign of the horror to
come. I awoke to see it from my window, across the chasm of South
4 It is this knot here, tuxedo black with a
glaze of rust.
Perhaps there is something called truth, but who gets to decide what it
2 The papers stirred their pots of speculation and presumed to
explain it all, though they never offered reasons and never solved the
3 They reported that a well-to-do young lawyer had been abducted
from a Main Line church in the middle of his own wedding.
4 A day later his body was found nailed to the wall of the ECCE
under the Coming Attractions sign.
5 The corpse was encrusted with dried blood, its eyes and mouth agape
in the stone horror of rigor mortis.
6 For once, the police did find their way to South Street and
quickly announced that a splinter group of outlaw punk rockers was
responsible for the atrocity.
7 Eyewitnesses at the church were contradictory about details but
unambiguous about the punk attire of the kidnappers, and for a day or
two the tabloids throbbed with pleased revulsion at “The South Street
8 The ECCE closed its doors and did not reopen.
9 No theater could offer an illusion to compete with such a
The punks I knew declared the incident a setup, and I wanted to believe
2 The bikers could have done it, I thought, even if I couldn’t
imagine what they had to gain.
3 I could not drive from my head the image of the body on the
wall. It was far more terrible than the results of streetfights.
4 The victim had provoked nothing, had no reason to expect the
vicious termination of his life.
5 The spikes in his hands and feet, the frozen terror on his face
were not the effect of some cause; they were the mark of random
6 I attempted to calm my fears with the fact that I was not a
lawyer, did not live on the Main Line, and was not likely to be
married, soon or ever.
7 But that night I had a dream, a nightmare, in which I was
pursued by a giant bird of prey with scarlet wings and talons like the
buttresses of a cathedral.
8 As I crouched on my median, it descended toward me, blotting
out the sky with its appalling shadow.
When I was a boy, Lilith gave me a rope, made of crocheted rags drawn
from the fabric of my life.
2 She gave me the rope to help me sleep in peace, because I was
subject to nightmares.
3 There was one that terrified me more than any other, a huge
black bird that pursued me, its raggedy wings flapping about my face as
if to suffocate me.
4 In the dream I could not get away. There was no room to run to,
no bed to hide under, and I took to crying at the first sign of
5 It was then that I first took the rope to bed, curled against
me like a beautiful secret, and my hands remembered its power even in
6 When the bird came, I tossed the ends of the rope out to either
side of my arms, and they bloomed like flowers, opening into the lush
patterns that lived like seeds in Lilith’s knots.
7 They grew, joined, spread, became vast rainbow wings on which I
could fly away from the blackbird, faster than its flight, higher than
8 “The blackbird isn’t death, my darling,” Lilith told me,
“though it seizes near as many as death. But you can always beat it if
you know how.”
And so, in my nightmare, I felt for my rope, which is never far from my
hands, and I fled the great red-winged predator that was descending
2 But this was not the blackbird, was some other being
altogether, and my fear was mixed with an odd sense of surrender, as if
this one owned the power the blackbird lacked.
3 Nevertheless, I flung my wings about me, pumped my arms, and
rose slowly toward the crystal blue vault that roofed my dreamland.
4 Then panic swallowed me as I saw the edges of my wings turn
brown with rot, falling away like dead useless skin.
5 I pumped harder and the wings shredded, dissolved, and blew to
pieces in the upper air.
6 Finally, I too began to fall, and I felt, like blasts of hot
wind, the wingbeats of my pursuer closing in.
7 I awoke screaming in my bed, felt myself all over, and
laughed out loud with relief that I was still alive and uneaten.
8 My rope too had survived, its colored knots intact and whole,
but why had it failed me in my dreams, and what defense could I make if
the thing returned?
It was three days after this that the magic man arrived. Not that I
actually saw him make his entrance. He was just there one day when I
went to work on my median.
2 He had set up shop in front of the mall, where the sidewalk and
the entrance to the New Market courtyard merge into a good-sized
areaway that had always been a favorite with street performers.
3 I couldn’t work there because brick paving stones are death to
pastel drawings in chalk, but Bill the spoons player and Mickey the
violinist had once been able to do steady business in that location
serenading the patrons of horse-drawn carriages.
4 Now, though, the volatile combination of punks and bikers had
driven the carriage trade to safer sidewalks, and the mall itself was
fading into the dusk of discount stores, junk shops, and shuttered
5 I suspected the newcomer had a rotten sense of timing.
6 He was immensely tall and thin, and his skin was the color of
ebony, almost as black as the frock coat and top hat that made up his
7 When I first laid eyes on him, he already had an audience—a
pair of clown-faced, skinny-legged female punks—for whom he was doing
tricks with pigeons, causing them to disappear inside his red silk
scarf and then reappear in his hat, from under his coattails, and even
from inside one of his white gloves.
8 I crept closer. He was good, though his props looked worn and
his coat sleeves were shiny.
9 A crowd gathered as he continued to perform his illusions. I
saw Piss Pink walk by, slow down, stop, and return to watch the
10 I was disappointed that she hadn’t noticed me. I began to
draw, without thinking about it at all, a bright little vignette on the
edge of my median.
11 It started as a copper cone but curved toward a dagger point
that dripped blood onto the asphalt.
12 No one paid any attention, but I was becoming absorbed in my
13 Above the fat base of the copper cone, I chalked in a massive
red shaft that soon stretched all the way across my median and into the
empty parking slots beyond the curb.
14 Alongside this shaft I drew another that also extended into
the street, and by now I had an audience of my own, divided into two
widely separated clusters.
15 A dozen or so punks loitered in an oddly quiet crescent on the
South Street side, and a handful of bored bikers eased their
motorcycles close enough to make out what I was doing.
16 I worked quickly because I had at last recognized my subject,
and as I added gargoyles and filigree to the buttresses of my
nightmare, I saw that the magician had put away his props and was
17 Our eyes met briefly, then his looked down at my drawing, and
it seemed to me that he knew what I was doing—perhaps better than I did.
18 That night, I completed both the legs before darkness closed
The crowd that had settled in to watch dispersed rapidly when I snapped
my chalkbox shut, and soon I was alone with the tall black man in the
tall black hat.
2 “You have an excellent eye,” he told me.
3 “What am I drawing?” I asked him, afraid that he would know—and
afraid that he wouldn’t.
4 “You aren’t finished yet,” he answered with a smile. “I would
not presume to give an opinion while the artist is still at work.”
5 I rattled the can that contained my day’s take. It was heavy.
6 “There’s enough here for a good dinner,” I told him. “Are you
7 “Famished,” he said. “But I can contribute my share if we eat
8 His name was Mr. Magic. He conceded that he had been born with
a different name, in some faraway place, but said it was unlikely that
an American could pronounce his given name.
9 He was fascinated by South Street and wanted to know all about
10 Over dinner at the Rattery, I told him about Stoplight and
Angel, the bikers and their packets of powder, the disappearing bodies
in the street, the Snake Man, the ECCE murder, and Slash Frazzle, and
he listened intently.
11 “I am also interested in you,” he said. “What of you? You are
very short, and you have what is called Down Syndrome, do you not?”
12 And so I told him what I never tell anyone. I told him about
my mother, who was forty-five when I was born, about my father who
worked in the shoe factory until the glue scrambled his brain. I told
him about Lilith, who raised me.
13 I showed him the rope, the red velvet from my mother’s casket,
the canvas of my father’s straitjacket, the white nylon which had
belonged to the nurse who told me what happens to all mongoloids,
14 “And so you must live your life now,” Mr. Magic remarked
without condescension or false tact. “It is good that you have come
here to work. Perhaps we can work together.”
15 I was agreeable. It had been a long time since I had had
someone to talk to. I offered to let him bunk at my place, and he
16 Several punks passed us on the way home, and not one of them
laughed at the fact that I stood no taller than the top of Mr. Magic’s
It took me two more days to finish the drawing I had started.
2 On the morning of the second day, when it became clear that I
would need a large section of the street to complete it, about thirty
punks formed a circle around my work area, tacitly protecting me from
our common enemy.
3 For once, the bikers seemed uncertain and passive. They clung
to their corners, pretending to ignore the spectacle.
4 Meanwhile the ‘thing’ grew, huge and terrible, its scarlet
wings spread across the entire width of Headhouse Square, its talons
dug into the bleeding concrete of my median.
5 My hands and eyes were sure, and I was amazed at the speed with
which details of the drawing became clear.
6 But when I went to work on the head late the next afternoon, I
was suddenly confused about how to proceed.
7 Until now I had been working under the influence of my dream,
and I had never seen the head of the creature, only its claws, wings,
8 I took a break to think it over.
9 The drawing sprawled across a vast area, almost filling
Headhouse from the New Market entrance to the concrete apron before the
Cream King building and running as far south as the doorway to Gobb’s
bar on South Street.
10 All around the perimeter were punks, decked out in their
newest fashions, which included heavy utility belts, fatigue jackets
with green plastic cards sewn all over them, black boots, pancake
makeup and black-rimmed eyes, and even a scattering of animal masks.
11 I felt a surge of elation, suddenly aware that these children
had gathered to share my folly.
12 I was still no closer to seeing the missing head, though, and
so I paced back and forth, trying to rock a vision into my head.
13 It was then that I heard it, winding toward me through the
Square—the faint but unmistakable voice of an electric guitar.
It seemed to be singing, but beyond my understanding, like some
creature of the sea perhaps, and I thought of the foghorn that had
awakened me to death on South Street.
2 I looked around for the source of the music, which rolled on
and on, growing louder and more impassioned as it came.
3 I saw Mr. Magic standing inside the inner ring of spectators,
but he was not looking at me.
4 Instead his eyes were fastened on the shifting current in the
crowd, which parted to reveal Kassander walking slowly toward me with
The punks fell back to let him by and he soon stood beside me, still
playing, pouring huge streams of sound into the Square.
2 On his right arm he wore a reel of black electrical cord, which
connected his instrument to the deserted hulk of the ECCE a hundred
3 Kassander never looked at me, but only at my drawing and at the
clouds above the Square.
4 And he kept on playing the guitar.
I could smell the sweat pouring from his body behind the makeup and
under his clothes.
2 Then I felt myself being hoisted off the ground. I looked down
and saw that Ripp Starr and the Snake Man each had hold of one foot,
which they planted with ease on their shoulders.
3 From my new elevation I could see that every punk was intent on
the same spot, the patch of blankness in the middle of my drawing.
4 In that instant I felt the music enter me like a bolt of
5 My body seemed to feel the song, to absorb it into the blood
and bone, making me its instrument.
6 My limbs writhed uncontrollably, every cell pulsing with
7 Within moments the image of the head burst full-blown into my
consciousness, seeming to fill the sky with its immensity.
8 “Let me down!” I bellowed. My bearers deposited me on the
9 The head seemed to draw itself, the eyes terrible and bloody
bright, the face ancient, enigmatic, rapacious.
10 When I got to my feet, my work complete, a stupendous cheer
went up, a blast of triumph blown through the horn of Headhouse.
Kassander put down the guitar.
2 The Square was still and silent.
3 No one moved toward me; I stood alone in the center of my
nightmare, which the punks had dared to share with me.
4 I don’t know how long we stood there, an unmoving tableau of
chalk and makeup and masks, but I recall that the first raindrop and
the first bolt of lightning struck at the same time.
5 Oddly I felt no sense of loss as the sky ripped open like a
rotted sail, allowing the rain to rush through in a gray wave.
6 The sky filled with lightning, a forest of electric trees that
grew and fell in mere instants, as if time had slipped its reins and
become a runaway.
7 Rain streamed down faces and masks like the silver roots of the
lightning, and my drawing became a sea of red, bubbling under the rain
like blood at a boil.
And then the stasis broke. It seemed a response of pure and simple joy,
the way the punks began to play in the storm.
2 They bent to the pavement and scooped up cups of red, splashing
each other like children, washing away both masks and makeup to reveal
the faces of young lions who suddenly looked more like romping cubs.
3 Within minutes we were all dripping wet, soaked in the residue
of my drawing, and the Square was full of laughing red-faced punks,
joined by the moment of birth and death we had shared.
4 Then Mr. Magic was there, and I stuttered in my urgency to ask
the question that had been burning inside me.
5 “What was it?” I demanded to know.
6 “It is the Raptor,” he told me. “It is here among us now.”
Did something happen while we were wasting time with this? Sorry. Let
Sorry, Steve. We're still waiting for your minions to
tell us that the punk writers of South Street had nothing pertinent to say about
Obama's demolition of America. Irrelevant and fuzzy, eh? Here's what
may be the first ever punk story, even before Shammadamma, by the greatest
star in the history of Punk City, the one and only Jersey boy,
Johnny Dodge. Of course, it's impossible to see the story except
through the filter of critics, namely the Thomas Naughton who's
been so equivocally characterized by Lynn
Wyler. But this is the only
context in which we've been allowed to see this story, so we do have to accept the literary
analysis offered by professors who cared to study the words:
his role as the catalyst for the entire punk writing movement, there is
little in the way of extant manuscripts to show that Johnny Dodge—i.e.,
Samuel Dealey—was ever much of a writer. He is celebrated in punk
history, it would seem, more for his skill as a warrior and for his
apparently constant loyalty to the various kings of Punk City. Much as
it overstates the glamour and significance of the punk community, there
is an obvious, perhaps even self-conscious, analogy between Johnny
Dodge and the Lancelot of Arthurian myth. Like many others, Johnny
Dodge is rumored to have been in love with the unwedded queen of Punk
City, Alice Hate, and if St. Nuke may be compared, however risibly, to
King Arthur, the first king’s roundtable of punk motorcycle knights
could never have been established without the strong right arm of
Johnny Dodge, who fought on St. Nuke’s behalf when the king was too
crippled by wounds to fight for himself, who tried to throw his own
body between St. Nuke and the assassin who slew him, who
single-handedly avenged the king’s murder, and who ensured the
continuity of Punk City by lending his support to Kobra Jones, St.
Nuke’s successor. Interestingly, Johnny Dodge is perhaps the only punk
to be associated with a place of origin, i.e., New Jersey, which makes
him, like Lancelot, the outlander in what is otherwise a local story.
Also like Lancelot, Johnny Dodge is reputed by legend to have died in
the battle that ended his kingdom, which makes poor illiterate Sam
Dealey the most prominent punk to have endured for the whole of Punk
City’s history, such as it was. With respect to the early punk piece
here included, it should be noted that the automotive theme is
consistent with the legendary image of Johnny Dodge as a South Jersey
motorhead. The “440,” incidentally, was a large V-8 engine produced by
the Chrysler Corporation. An overpowered gas hog, it was already
obsolete at the time this piece was written, and it is now as extinct
as the punks of South Street.
Hit and Run
by Johnny Dodge & the 440s
I want to say one thing.
Lay some rubber, get away. 440s go, boomers stay.
I just want to say one thing.
4 Some night you’ll be out walking, maybe with your girl, and
it’ll be dark like on those streets between Headhouse and the
Ritz where those cute little houses are that cost a hundred grand, and
you’ll be all dressed up and thinking everything’s just fine—and then
you’ll hear me.
5 You’ll hear me coming.
Lay some rubber, get away. 440s go, boomers stay.
It’ll be a funny kind of noise, something you didn’t hear for ages.
8 Kind of a rumbling howl that’ll echo off the bricks and seem
like it’s coming from around the corner or from nowhere, straight out
of nowhere at all.
9 And that noise’ll be my 440, revving up.
Lay some rubber, get away. Time to go, boomers stay.
And it won’t be like no four banger Krautmobile, or some Swedish
diesel living room on wheels.
12 It’ll be like power, man, mean and deep and all around, like
what’s gone for good but good and mad and coming home.
13 And you’ll be standing there, all alone in the dark, not
knowing why 440 cubes are firing right at you.
14 But why won’t matter. Not at all.
Lay some rubber, make your play. 440s go, boomers stay.
And I only got one thing to say.
17 One night you’ll be out walking, and I’ll be on my way. And
you can’t stop me.
18 Your Gucci loafers can’t stop me.
19 Your Jordache jeans can’t stop me.
20 Your American Express Card can’t stop me.
21 Your Sony Betamax can’t stop me.
22 Your Club Med vacation can’t stop me.
23 Your Calvin Klein whore can’t stop me.
24 Can’t nothing stop me or my 440.
Lay some rubber, say goodbye. 440s go, boomers die.
Yeah, but we like this story. So, Steve, tell us how this has nothing
to do with the end of America envisioned by Obama. Bearing in mind that
we all just love the Honda Insight commercials which suggest that life
will be great when we're all exactly the same.
For the most fun, play the audio file
WHILE you're watching this.
Friday, July 10, 2009
InstaPunk's Birthday Present to the
The Beginning (One
A restored versiuon of the title
portion of the scroll.
. Boz Baker was the new journalist mentioned by
Cream King Trove researcher Lynn
Wyler. He was a new journalist who prided himself on venturing into
places he didn't belong to get a story no one else could get. But this
is not one of the works about Punk City that turned up after his
untimely death in his papers. It's merely attributed to him in another
partial manuscript in the Cream King Trove itself. Which, given the
punk writers' propensity for parody -- or what they called "writing
through other voices" -- could be a total fraud. No one knows.
There are those who insist that it's a punk satire of the new
journalists who claimed to understand cultural phenomena nothing in
their superabundant educations had prepared them to penetrate. There
are also those who see this as an authentic work in which Baker is
satirizing himself -- that he
is the Zack of the story, acknowledging the tide of 'spontaneous'
drivel that followed in his wake. And there are those who regard this
piece as real history, enlivened by the hint of self-recognition that
the author was not so far different from the Zack who inspired the
punks to do better than his own sorry example. No one knows.
But here's the fragment recorded on the damaged parchment scroll
recovered under the Cream King Dairy Building in 1991.
From the writings of the author Boz, who visited Punk City more than
once, and died as a result. This he wrote the first time, after a
sentence as Alice
Hate’s dog, which was a warning he ignored.
At length I heard the story, the punk story the way the punks
2 It stayed with me like a song that won’t leave your head, but
settles in for the long haul, its narcotic rhythm winding through your
day to surface at a stoplight or invade your dreams so that you wake up
with its pesky rhymes on your lips. I had , after all, lived a week
with the punks, carted from place to place on a leash, given the dog’s
eye view of a world that was as baffling to me as if I had been in fact
a hostage taken from some other species.
3 Once safely back in Boston, I hurried to set it down as soon as
I had the chance, not word for word the way I heard it, because my
sense of it went beyond the words—to the feeling and smell and the
taste of it, which I absorbed from being there—in hopes of capturing
them alive and whole, not like so many butterflies nailed to a
In the time before the writer punks, there were music punks, who played
their pain on electric guitars. Theirs was a drugged out world, a sea
of drowning souls who wore their leathers like dayglo life jackets,
wanting to be noticed and rescued and restored to some sense of safety
and comfort. Their rebellion was, as the punk writers proclaim in their
set pieces on the subject, “skin s’pity full, and mosty for graves.”
2 The biggest band on South Street was a group called the Flaming
A’holes, who had elided their name in hopes of securing a record
contract that was supposed to lead to tours and limos and Hollywood
ever after. The lead singer and songwriter of the A’holes was a pimpled
delinquent named Buttface who set the tone for all of South Street.
3 It was Buttface who courted the polished chicks from condo-land
and made it acceptable, even a status symbol, for punk musicians to
take money from foolish, horny, well heeled women. Endowed with an
unerring instinct for finding the walking wounded who actually craved
abuse, Buttface made it fashionable for punk rockers to supplement
their mohawks and torn tee shirts with Italian leathers, Japanese
sports cars, and clinging females—provided the latter were skilled at
concealing bruises under Lancôme makeup and Hermès scarves.
Even then, though, there were some punks of a different stripe, whose
pain was inflamed by a growing anger, an irrational conviction that
punk music was not the answer to any question, but a rallying cry that
should lead to action, if there were only some action to take.
2 Among these were the faceless unknowns who would one day become
Ripp Starr, Kassander, Liz Smack, Zero Daze, Cadillac Mope, Kobra
Jones, Johnny Dodge, Slash Frazzle, and the King of Punk City.
3 In time they drifted together, became after hours regulars at a
bar owned by a friend of the one who would be Kassander. It was not
their intention to be dissidents. No, these were the disappointed ones,
the ones who were slowly discovering that outlandish clothes and
hairstyles did not change the world or eliminate your fears.
4 They mostly drank, bottom shelf bourbon and the kind of tequila
that makes your throat recoil in horror on every gulp. When they got
drunk enough, they made vague plans to become superstars. The ones who
would become Kobra and Kassander started hit songs on damp napkins,
dreaming of a new sound called punk funk that would send them rocketing
past Buttface to ‘nucular’ celebrity.
5 But no one ever heard so much as a bar of punk funk, because
Kobra couldn’t play a lick and Kassander had already hocked his guitar
for tequila money.
Still, without real prospects or plans or ideas, they hung on, possibly
because they had nowhere to go—and possibly because they had come to
believe that South Street was the place where they were supposed to be.
2 And for whatever reason, they all felt that the saloon called
Gobb's was special. It was one of those exceptionally deep Victorian
era storefronts, with a twenty foot ceiling and a long paneled bar with
a polished brass rail. The hardwood floors gleamed with a dozen coats
of marine shellack, and the antique mirror behind the counter was like
a window into a mysterious shadow world where one might be able to live
forever if one knew the way in.
3 None of them could articulate it, but Gobb’s made them all feel
different, maybe even important.
4 To some it was a ship, moored temporarily on South Street but
scheduled to set sail at a moment’s notice for some unimaginable
destination, floorboards creaking, bottles clinking, the lash and
weight of the sea outside, and all the regulars safely on board.
5 To others it was an anteroom, filled with an unexplainable
sense of expectancy, as if some door were concealed there, and you
could pass through it if you were there when it chanced to open.
6 The punks’ account of themselves rarely detours into such
flights of fancy, but their descriptions of Gobb’s in the earliest days
have a deeply prophetic flavor, as if they had been marinated for
months in the knowledge of what was to come.
7 For the punks believe that this small purposeless band of
outsiders, the outcasts of an outcast world, were given a messenger,
who as if directed by unseen forces, arrived at Gobb’s to point the way
to a new life.
He is called Zack in the official punk history and depicted as an old
wise man with a lantern, albeit a lantern of the kind manufactured by
Smirnoff’s, filled with heavy, hundred-proof light.
2 He arrived on South Street one day in autumn and, without
attracting much notice one way or the other, became a kind of fixture
in several of the loudest punk nightclubs.
3 He is described, with perfect accuracy, as a tweedy bald eagle
smelling strongly of pipe tobacco and alcohol, who sat in the back
corner of every club with a bottle and an air of complete indifference
to whatever was occurring on the dance floor or on the stage.
4 He drank steadily till last call, then had to be awakened to
stagger out the door to a waiting taxi that he had, apparently, had the
foresight to engage before setting out on his night’s festivities.
5 I have affirmed the accuracy of the description because I know
who this man was, and I can readily understand how he might have
reacted to the punk music scene on South Street.
6 I will not share his real name, which was not Zack and is not
important, although I will say that he was, in his day, an immensely
talented writer who never got over the savaging his first three novels
took from the critics. And so, like many others, he drank, and drank,
until he could only earn a living by whoring his talent to desperate
7 It is pathetically easy for me to picture him, drinking up his
advance in one South Street dive after another, hearing the same
million-decibel nonsense night after night, only half wondering how he
was going to turn this meaningless crap into an insightful article for
8 I can see him entering Gobb’s at last, legs wobbling inside
their tweed bags, down to his last twenty dollars, with absolutely no
funds reserved for anything as trivial as his hotel bill at the Four
9 He drank in the corner, the history says, ‘without a woman or a
word.’ That was his custom, and he must have been a figure of some
intrigue at Gobb’s, so out of place that even the ‘outcasts of
outcasts’ might have sensed his apartness and his distance from the
world they knew.
10 And the outcasts were there that night, all of them closing in
on last call while the Eddy Pig Band played out their string of noisy
complaints about life.
11 Then something significant happened. He spoke. The lights were
coming on, the big drinkers were shouting their last-second orders at
the barmaid, the outcast punks were drifting to their usual table, and
the messenger Zack spoke to the assembled patrons of Gobb’s.
12 “What a bunch of shit,” he said in a loud, slurred voice.
“I’ll bet you call that shit truth. But you don’t know shit about
truth. You wanna know the truth? Somebody buy me a f____ing drink, and
I’ll tell you about truth.”
Yes, and by Boz, I could tell you a thing or two about the truth myself.
2 Boz is become a dog on a leash, in payment for wanting to do a
true story about the punk writers of Philadelphia.
3 And dear old Zack is a punk hero, the stuff of legend, because
he happened to run out of booze money in exactly the right dive at
exactly the right moment.
4 Einstein can claim all he wants that God doesn’t play dice, but
you’ll never prove it this way, when all the power and fury of Punk
City can be traced to one sardonic boozehound’s graceless attempt to
cadge another drink.
5 But they bought it, his act and his drink, and they crowded
around him, initially no doubt in wonder at his brazen tactlessness,
but then because he said some things they’d never heard before.
6 “What’s the truth, old man?” asked the punk who would become
king of Punk City.
7 “Who the hell are you?” retorted Zack, his hand wrapped safely
around a brand new bottle.
8 “A guy who wants to know.”
9 “The truth,” said Zack, “is that you’re nobodies with nowhere
to go. You’re nothing. Doesn’t matter how many of you, you’re nothing.
Nothing multiply by a million is nothing. That’s you. Satisfied?”
10 “Just because you don’t like our music—“ began the girl who
would become Liz Smack, but Zack cut her short.
11 “That’s not music, sweetie. It’s nothing. And don’t think it’s
just cause I’m old. I’m old, all right. But I know nothing when I hear
12 The punk who would become king pulled his chair closer to
Zack's and wrapped his hand tightly around the drunkard’s frail wrist.
13 “Tell us what something is, old man.”
14 Zack peered at his questioner. Despite the booze, he must have
seen that the question was sincere and that credence would be placed in
the answer. He sagged a bit and sipped at his vodka.
15 “I don’t know, boy,” he said. “Think I’d be drinking here with
you if I knew? I’m just an old fart, been around the block too many
16 “No. You can’t get off that easy,” said the one who would be
king of Punk City. “Talk to us. We don’t want to be nothing. You’re an
old wreck, but you’re not nothing. Talk to us.”
And so Zack talked to the punks, making it up as he went, almost
certainly, but also without pretending that he was Moses with the ten
commandments tucked under his arm.
2 “All right,” he said. “I’ll babble for you. You won’t
understand what I say, but I don’t mean any insult by talking over your
heads. Answer some questions for me first, just so I know where you
think you are. What’s this music thing all about?”
3 The outcasts explained that punk music was a statement, that it
stood for living your life the way you wanted to, because none of the
ways they wanted you to live your life made any sense at all.
4 “Who’s they?”
5 “Them. The ones in charge,” he was told. “The ones that has the
power and makes up the rules for everybody, that wants everybody to
live in a little piece of shit house in the suburbs and not do drugs
and sex, but go to work and church and like that.”
6 Zack shook his head sadly. “That’s the problem right there,
ladies and gentlemen,” he said. “You think you’re rebelling. You feel
like rebels. But you’re not rebels. You’re just losers. Like me. You
see, rebels stand for something, something more than just f___ing and
drinking when they feel like it. That’s not a rebel creed.”
7 “What’s a creed?”
8 “Something people believe in. Something they believe in enough
to fight for.”
9 “You mean the war thing,” replied the one who would be Ripp
Starr. “That’s what we’re against. We don’t believe in dying in
somebody else’s piece of shit war. That’s the kind of shit history’s
full of, which is why we don’t want to play in that game. That’s our
10 “That’s bullshit,” said Zack. “You don’t know anything about
war or history or anything else. That’s what I’m trying to tell you.”
11 “We know enough about war to know that we don’t have to go get
killed for some bullshit political excuse that doesn’t have nothing to
do with us.”
12 Zack drank deeply. “Son,” he said kindly, “I told you you
wouldn’t understand, and I don’t want to be insulting. You said you
wanted some truth, and I’m trying to give it to you. It’s not much, but
it’s the best I’ve got.”
13 “Let him talk,” someone said.
14 “Okay?” asked Zack, and receiving nods all around, continued.
My question back to you is this: What does have anything to do with you?
2 “The answer is—nothing. Nothing has anything to do with you.
How could it? You don’t know anything.
3 “You don’t know anything about your country. You don’t know
anything about the world. You don’t know anything about current events
in the state and city where you reside. You don’t know anything about
history. You don’t know anything about the cultural and philosophical
foundations of the time you live in. Not only do you know nothing of
poetry and literature and scripture—you don’t know your own native
tongue well enough to put together a coherent thought. You don’t know
anything about anything.
4 “You don’t even know the things you think you know. Absolutely
nothing is anything like the way you think it is.
5 “You think your heads contain some kind of information about
the things I’ve been talking about. But what’s in there isn’t
information. It’s no more than a pile of blurry snapshots of random TV
6 “Such images have no names and no relation to one another, no
underlying structure of any kind, which means you can’t do anything
with them—except recognize something that seems kind of familiar
if someone else mentions it. But that sense of vague familiarity you
experience is not knowledge. It’s nothing wearing camouflage.
7 “Haven’t you noticed that it’s hard to write good rebellious
songs for your punk music? Why is that? It’s because you don’t know
enough about what you’re mad at to think of anything to say about it.”
“I say we give this bum a hard ride back uptown,” said the punk who
would become Slash Frazzle. “I’ve heard about all of this shit I want
2 “No,” said the one would become Cadillac Mope. “You might not
like it. I might not like it. But it’s the truth. He’s telling us the
truth. It’s true. We don’t know shit.”
3 “Columbus discovered America in 1492,” said the one would
become Liz Smack. “And President Abraham Lincoln freed the slaves.”
4 “Who was Columbus, my dear?” Zack inquired. Receiving a blush
for his answer, he went on. “What else did Lincoln do?”
5 “He was born in a log cabin. He was president of the Civil War.
He got shot in the head.”
6 “When? What year?”
7 There was a long pause. “I don’t know.”
8 “Nor do you know anything at all about who he was, what his
beliefs were, or why he became so important an historical figure that
someone decided it was necessary to force feed his name into your
unformed mind. Now, does anyone want to talk about John Locke, or
Plato, or Nietzche, or Lenin, or Kafka, or Lyndon Johnson or Woodrow
Wilson or Jimmy Carter, or the Old Testament or the Constitution of the
United States or the Industrial Revolution or anything at all that
doesn’t have anything to do with drinking or f___ing or doing drugs?”
There was a long silence.
2 Zack drank vodka and waited.
3 The punks sat there, presumably thinking.
4 Then, finally, the one who would become Kassander spoke to the
old man. “Are you saying there’s nothing wrong with the way things are?
Like we should be quiet and behave and try to get jobs and like that?”
5 Zack laughed out loud. “Hell no! I’m not saying anything like
that. I’m saying if you want to be rebels, if you want to make a
statement, then do it right. Go do some work. Figure out what it is
that’s pissing you off. Understand how it got that way, why it’s wrong,
what to do about it. Then fight like hell for what you’ve learned to
believe in. You want to shake up the world, you got to be prepared to
work your ass off, which isn’t quite the same thing as jacking off with
6 “But how do you start, especially if we don’t know nothing,
like you keep saying?”
Zack smiled, the kind sweet smile of the ruined drunk.
2 “I suppose you could start anywhere, at a library or museum
maybe, or by really reading the newspaper, but the thing is, that’s
probably not going to happen.
3 “Here we are, it’s two o’clock in the morning, a bunch of kids
talking to an old man, and that’s all there is to it, just talk.
4 “You and me, we’re a lot alike, too far to go, too many strikes
against us. We blew it already, a long time ago, before we ever had any
idea what was at stake.
5 “Tomorrow, I’ll be just a dim, drunken memory, an old man
talking shit about maybe’s and might have been’s and could be’s that
just won’t ever be.
6 “I’ll die in the drunk ward, coughing into a bloody towel with
a tube in my arm, like as not, and you’ll die by degrees, the hard way,
like a prizefighter that’s out cold on his feet and doesn’t know enough
to go down.
7 “I feel sorry for you. I wish I could give you hope, which is
what you need, but when you’re dead already you don’t get
anything—unless you’ve got the kind of rage burning in you that nobody
does anymore. The kind of rage that feeds on itself and consumes you,
turns you into a warrior. But you wouldn’t know anything about that
8 “It takes belief, a belief like a religion, and your real
enemies, the ones you don’t even have an inkling that they exist, your
enemies have seen to it that you’ve got no f___ing way to believe in
anything, no knowledge to build beliefs with, and not even a real self
to transform into a warrior. You’re up shit creek, and that’s a fact.”
Zack stood up to go, very unsteadily.
2 The punk who would become the leader of the Spraycans put his
hand on Zack’s coat.
3 Afraid he was being detained, Zack said, “No hard feelings, my
friends. You’ve been kind to me. And I thank you for the drinks, but my
cab is waiting.”
4 “What if you’re wrong about us?” asked the one who would become
king. “What if we do have rage?”
5 With an effort, Zack focused on the eyes that were boring into
his. Was there something in those eyes? Was there? “That would be
different,” he answered at last. “If you had rage, and I say if because
it’s an incredibly f___ing rare thing, that kind of rage, then it would
6 “How different?”
7 “If you have rage, then nothing can stop you from doing what
you have to. Nothing but death.”
8 “Thank you, old man.”
9 Zack smiled. “I’ll buy you all a drink in a few years,” he
said. “In... Avalon.” He laughed out loud, then tottered out to his
10 The punks walked out of Gobb’s into a changed world, somehow
convinced that the door had opened, the mirror behind
The bar had given up its secrets, the ship had sailed, and they were on
11 Their mission was rage, and they knew so little of how little
they knew that the way forward seemed clear.
This the story of the very beginning as I heard it from Alice, and
while I cannot doubt it in several important regards, it seems to
explain little, settle nothing.
2 Every conflagration is born from some spark, and I have reason
to know that the flames of Punk City’s passions are tall as the
redwoods, real as the collar and leash that bind me to the foot of
Alice’s bed, and so I can’t be surprised that there is this tale, which
gives us a sodden Prometheus bearing his gift of fire, and I am hard
pressed not to believe it because all this had to start somehow,
somewhere, and I have even met their tweedy Titan in the flesh, and
yet... I am not convinced.
3 I try, but I cannot picture St. Nuke supine in the face of any
man’s contempt. These punks are hard, hard as the rocks and sledges of
hard time in hell, and I cannot conceive that they would let any man
escape alive, drunk or sober, who had told them a truth like the truth
of their Zack.
4 And when does something come from nothing, ever? We are asked
to see the nothings that were there before the punks put on their masks
and their manufactured tongue.
5 Like ghosts, they glide through the Gobb’s of legend, latent
shadows waiting for light to give them dimension, the cipher who would
be St. Nuke, the nullity who would wear the greatcoat of Johnny Dodge,
the zero who would rise to power as Zero Daze. A parade of nothings
bound for glory, marching to the music of a red-eyed, rum-soaked basket
case whose spark went out for good in 1968.
Lashed to the bed within reach of the water bowl, Boz wags this whopper
of a tale in his head as he lowers it to drink. The water is warm and
flecked with grit, but it tastes... good.
2 Here in Alice’s department, Boz is reduced to nothing, a joke
with a chain link punchline, so insignificant as to be invisible, his
presence no more an invasion of female modesty than the chair on which
Alice’s girls hang their dirty underwear.
3 While his tongue flaps at the water in the bowl, his eyes are
allowed to drink in all the boobage and buttage and bushage they will:
it matters nothing to the Fetal Circus.
4 Sue Yoo lounges bareass on her skinny mattress, legs splayed,
long and lovely, her jaws grinding gum under a pierced nose that never
points at Boz.
5 Sally Vomit is naked and hairless as an egg, sound asleep on
soiled sheets, an incubating woman child with breasts like unripe fruit.
6 Not to mention Alice.
7 Alice Hate, she-god of the punks, whose body is the pagan
incarnation of divine poetic madness, rhythmic dance of pathos, eros,
thanatos, the beckoning end of every quest, no matter how dark or
8 She is change without end, a shifting perfection that is
transformed anew with every shaft of light, every shadow, every breath.
9 Within this chamber, she wears no clothes at all. Her jewelry
lies in a glittering mountain at her bedside, necklaces, diamonds,
gold, bracelets, rings, and rubies, no more bright beside her than a
pebble on the shore.
10 She wears no clothes, no jewelry, no makeup, no mask, and she
is never less than punk pure and pure panther. I could swear her eyes
glow in the dark, and no part of my soul would rise to call me a liar.
11 She is a witch, a sorceress, a punk high priestess, and I
could write whole volumes about how she looks lying half asleep in bed
with a vial of blue.
12 And what about Boz? How does he respond to this impossible
smorgasbord of temptation? Does he bay at the moon? Does he hump the
chair leg? Does he whine and strain at the leash to bury his nose in
13 Alas, no. For all intents and purposes, in spite of Alice and
her Fetal Circus and all their abundant and intoxicating charms, Boz
has somehow ceased to be a man. He scratches, eats, sleeps, pants, and
yips like a spayed animal, trapped inside the perfect humiliation of
14 He is nothing, it would seem, a placid, water-lapping neutered
brute, and yet he is not, can never be quite nothing.
15 There was, is, the Boz who was a writer, whose lights cannot
be completely doused till death, whose experience still lives within
the unwashed carcass of Alice’s pro tem pet.
The proof of this is thought, the thought of Boz, which circles the
plaid mat once, and again, before settling in with a long sigh and a
groan of realization.
2 This is all an artifice. Boz is no dog. Zack is no Prometheus.
St. Nuke is no idiot.
3 No human being can be an utter nothing. The senses take in
information, which resides inside a human brain, the raw material of
thought. And what becomes of it then, no one can say with certainty.
4 We have, each of us, genes, an exhaustive blueprint of
capabilities, potentials, in-born talents, and which of us can
determine whether Einstein’s genius first caught fire in a patent
office daydream or in the climbing double spiral of a lowly toenail
5 Yes, even proto-punks have genes, and there may have been some
kind of twisted genius seeded in the chromosomes of South Street’s
6 Before there was St. Nuke, there was a child, who had a mother,
who may have read him bedtime stories, which might have lain inert and
waiting, buried memories of heroes that never were.
7 Through the years this tinder may have waited, desiccating all
the while, through dismal classroom monotones, through light years of
cathode rays, through countless shards of parched and partial
conversations overheard, through the dry falling leaves of daily
headlines, through miles of unemployment lines and roads not taken and
bitter dusty trails to nowhere...
8 Until the night that night has fallen prematurely, and the
fiery genes of one sad boy reach out to clutch an old man’s memory of
the sun. One such remembrance, held close to the baking bones of once
upon a time, might light a fire, a blaze to waken stillborn brilliance,
illuminate a half-baked map to someone’s kingdom come.
9 Not from nothing but from nearly nothing, then, the punks would
learn to burn, using their own flat cancelled hopes for fuel.
10 First a torch, and then a dozen, and then a howling mob
carrying their pine knots and their hatreds to the locked and
impenetrable gates of the castle.
Whose castle though?
2 Which monster had they come to kill?
3 They did not know.
4 In her rendering of the mythic past of punk, Alice does not
disguise the pain and emptiness of their dawning recognition. She wails
it as an affirmation, this first glimpse of the abyss, called not
knowing, which even proto-punks could not abridge.
5 They took to meeting at Gobb’s more often, the story says. They
argued about the old man’s message again and again, sometimes violently
and always with a passion that grew and would not subside.
6 Armed with Zack’s opinions, they listened attentively to punk
music and declared that it was nothing.
7 They took an inventory of their own accomplishments, their own
accumulated store of knowledge, and found that it all added up to
8 They ventured downtown to the Philadelphia Art Museum, where
culture was nailed to the walls and acknowledged to one another
that they understood nothing of it, except for one statue in an out of
the way building that reminded them of their mentor Zack.
It was a head and body that uncannily suggested a bird of prey, and
although they failed to note that it was Rodin’s bust of Balzac, this
one valid connection with the world of culture proved to be a turning
2 What if, they asked, they should feel the same kind of
recognition and understanding of the rest of the art at the Zeum?
3 What if the books they couldn’t read in the library should make
them feel other emotions, like the deep sense of beauty and mystery and
menace that flowed from inside the statue?
4 What if the unreadable stuff in the Philadelphia Inquirer and
the Wall Street Journal should really mean something to them, make them
glad or mad or sad?
5 They returned to the Rodin museum, bent on studying the mystery
statue, learning its secrets. But a guard threw them out when one punk
hand reached out to experience the feel of that noble head.
6 And in this moment, one blazing red bud of rage bloomed in the
belly of the punk whose hand had trespassed in the forbidden world of
art, and he felt the first infant pulse of the power that a warrior can
Which is how it all began, unless that's not how it all began.
. A rare opportunity to see some statistics on a question I've wondered
about for a long time. Thanks to Mark
Steyn, not surprisingly, there's this citation from a Dartmouth
Life expectancy in the European Union
78.7 years; life expectancy in the United States 78.06 years; life
expectancy in Albania 77.6 years; life expectancy in Libya, 76.88
years; life expectancy in Bosnia & Herzegovina, 78.17 years. Once
you get on top of childhood mortality and basic hygiene, everything
else is peripheral – margin-of-error territory... Even within the
United States, even within the Medicare system, there are regions that
offer twice as much “health care” per patient – twice as many
check-ups, pills, tests, operations – for no discernible variation in
uh, that's what I thought. Mark draws the obvious conclusion:
Indeed, the fate of the late Michael
Jackson may yet prove an
instructive lesson in the perils of too much medical attention. But
that's his choice — under our present system. You want to get
for something you're statistically unlikely to get? That's up to
you. But it's harder to discern the state's interest. A system
of universal "preventive" care will create a hugely
inflexible regime geared not to the illnesses you actually get but to
the bureaucratic processing of waiting rooms clogged with
healthy people getting annual tests for diseases they'll never get —
and none of it will impact on our health, only on our tax returns.
Not only on our tax returns.
On our lives as well. The preventive medicine creed as practiced by
government types isn't about health. It's about control. All you need
to understand about the underlying philosophy of the universal
healthcare crowd is the set of arguments surrounding motorcycle helmet
laws. Once, it was your head.
It no longer is. Now your helmet is an economic issue to your fellow
citizens. If you might damage that head so that it costs others money to
treat, they have the right to make you wear a helmet. It's their head now. You're just renting
it from the state.
That's what the emphasis on preventive medicine is designed to do.
Enable the owners of your body to document in meticulous bureaucratic
detail all the ways you're not taking care of it, so that when it does
become damaged, the owners can decide whether it's worth the expense of
fixing it. After they've decided not to fix the rented bodies of enough
malefactors, they'll get what they really want: control of everything
you do with their body -- and
your meek submission to all the
monitoring and regulation of your formerly private life 'required' to
protect their investment.
You like boycotts? Boycott the medical profession. After the age of
one, they don't have a lot to offer you that can't be handled far more
cheaply and effectively by aspirin, Rolaids, and Bengay. Some of you
have genuine need for their services and that's fine. But most of you
don't. Stay the hell away from them. No good can come of this obsession
with running to the doctor with every little ache and pain.
Life hurts. Doctors can't do a damn thing about that. And don't you
Artifact of St. Nuke, hero of The
Boomer Bible and the first king of Punk City. Also, the lead
narratist of St. Nuke & the Epissiles.
. By unpopular demand, we're back
with another punk writer story, this time from the beginning of what is
called the "Mature" phase of the movement (c. 1980), when enhanced
software gave punk
bands carte blanche to do just about anything they wanted with words.
The introduction is from the book Post-Mortem
on Punk by Thomas Naughton, referenced by Lynn Wyler in this
piece. Which means it's not entirely to be trusted in its
However, the story is itself an excellent exegesis on the formal
structure of punk writing, as well as a good demonstration of the
blurred line between performance and action (some would say crime) that
characterized the punk writing esthetic.
band known as The Epissiles was originally formed as the Minutemen at
the start of the punk writing movement. When St. Nuke became lead
narratist, he renamed the band and pushed it to stardom in Punk City,
although none of its early work survives. The demands of kingship
gradually forced St. Nuke to withdraw from the band, which continued
under the leadership of Zero Daze. The Epissiles piece reproduced here
is possibly the first
completed without the participation of St. Nuke. It is also possibly
the first—or so the text claims—to be written under Release 2.0 of the
NeoMax writing software. There is not much else to distinguish the
work. It does typify the anti-‘Boomer’ vein of punk fiction as it
developed from its beginnings in Early Punk to the more elaborate
styles of High Punk, although the word ‘development’ is probably a
misnomer. The pieces of High Punk were longer and more rhetorical, but
they still do not add up to works of art.
Ready guys? Let’s try this baby on for size, put the stylizer on
overdrive, and see how great we sound.
2 One, two, three, four, GO!
3 Good day, dear readers. We are punk writers. We make stories
but do not pretend to be literary.
4 Literature is dead. We are what comes after, the graffiti that
defaces the tomb, the smears of filth that violate the sanctuary of
5 Does this offend you, dear reader? Perhaps you would be more
comfortable with a more traditional kind of prose wrought by a finer
6 Permit us to suggest the fiction of young Andrew Travis, who
writes the kind of stories you usually find in literary magazines,
stories as exquisite as porcelain miniatures, in which the music of
modern life is rendered pianissimo, largo, legato e sempre non tanto.
7 Andrew has recently had his first book published, a slender
collection of stories described by The New York Times Book Review as
‘Exquisite, transparent prose... graceful and evocative scenes...
moments of quiet brilliance connected by passages of sustained
8 If punk makes you squeamish, Six Stories may give your
aesthetic palate just the placebo it needs.
9 Yes, Andrew seems to be a writer of promise and one we will be
hearing more about, especially since he happens to be the protagonist
of this story.
10 La di da. La di nuking da. That’s the very first output by
anyone anywhere from PUNC Release 2.0, and now we can write like this
anytime we want.
11 So run for cover and bolt the door: the Epissiles can do it
We begin in New York City, where the highrise worms have bored away the
guts of the Big Apple.
2 All morning, flakes of decaying fruit flesh have been falling
in the streets like brown snow. Pedestrians tramp through its rank
slush, which clings to their shoes and stains the city’s carpets,
filling elevators, hallways and waiting rooms with the sweet and sour
smell of rot.
3 In one such elevator there is a woman who seems almost to
notice the stench. Her nose is wrinkled with what appears to be
4 Perhaps she will look at her shoes, see that the expensive
leather is rimed with a noteworthy brown substance.
5 But no—the elevator doors open at her floor, and without a
downward glance she marches into the offices of her employer, a large,
successful magazine that has catered for half a century to the
country’s most affluent and educated connoisseurs of sophisticated
6 Our elevator passenger is, in fact, the managing editor of this
magazine, and as she tracks dead apple flesh into her private office,
she is preoccupied with important thoughts about the content of a
fiftieth anniversary issue that will be read by millions of people.
7 It is a delicate undertaking this anniversary issue. Manhattan
Magazine has done more to shape the modern short story than any other
publication, living or dead, that you can think of.
8 The objective of the anniversary issue must therefore be to
achieve not boldness or innovation, but quintessence, a collection of
stories, poems, and articles which embody the principles of form and
taste that have come to be known as the Manhattan ‘Style.’
Feeling heavy, almost ponderous, under the weight of her
responsibility, the managing editor reviews the list of possible
contributors. She is convinced that the lead story, the one which will
occupy the prized niche immediately following “Town Chat,” should be
the work of a younger writer, one capable of demonstrating that
Manhattan will go on for another generation, holding fiction to the
same superlative standards which have dominated the literary horizon
for half a century.
2 For perhaps the tenth time, she opens her copy of Six Stories.
She likes the work of this Travis fellow. Yet she is concerned by one
or two of the six stories. At times, in these admittedly lesser tales,
things happen, there are definable events in the life of the
protagonist, who is not even residing in a foreign country. One of the
stories actually seems to have a structure and a plot. Cheever used to
do that sort of thing, but he is dead now, and the ‘Style’ has evolved
to an even higher standard under her leadership. Doesn’t Travis
understand this? She feels herself tiptoeing to the edge of an emotion
in the vicinity of dismay. What to do?
Inside a honeysuckle-covered cottage in Maine, Andrew Travis is
beginning the day’s work. He can’t wait to plunge into the fifth
paragraph of his current story, a compact and delicate gem inspired by
Philip Glass’s Paperweight Symphony. The main character is an elderly
woman succumbing—at glacial speed—to senility.
2 But before he can start puzzling over his next perfect
sentence, he must change the ribbon in his typewriter. The antique
Underwood is his most prized possession. To it he attributes much of
his attainment as a writer. Others in his creative writing classes at
Columbia opted recklessly for computerized word processors and laughed
at his gleaming mechanical dinosaur. But which of them has received the
laurel of a blurb in The New York Times Book Review? And which of them
is on a first name basis with the editor of Manhattan magazine?
3 Ring. Ring. Ring. Better answer it, Andrew. That should be your
call from Manhattan.
4 “Hello? Oh hi, Annabella. I’m just fine, thank you. To what do
I owe the honor of this call?”
It is two hours later, but Andrew is still not pecking keys on the big
2 He is too busy hugging himself with excitement. He can’t wait
to tell Ronald what has happened. He has been asked to write the lead
story for the Anniversary Issue. “Which anniversary issue?” he can
almost hear Ronald asking him. “The Anniversary Issue.” “O-o-o-o-h!”
And then there will be celebration, an intimate, thrilling dinner for
two—the squab with tarragon and chervil sauce, or maybe the Capon a
l’herbe... but that can wait for now.
3 Perhaps he should even wait before telling Ronald about the
assignment. There was just that one teeny-tiny hint of reservation in
Annabella’s voice. Something about “not overdoing the intimations of
plot.” What did she mean by that?
4 Suddenly fretful, he rereads the story he is working on. He
can’t find any intimations of plot. Does that mean he’s in the clear?
Or is it rather that the intimations are present in his story, in his
oeuvre, for all to see, while some gap or fissure in his talent makes
the fault invisible to him? Horrors. Well, he will stamp it out.
Ruthlessly. Andrew Travis will have none of that in his anniversary
5 He executes a fevered pencil edit. He deletes, he softens, he
renders even more opaque... then tosses the sheets of paper to the
floor. He will start over. There will be a new story. A brief slice of
6 Time to get started, Andrew.
What happens now, dear readers? Do we leave Andrew to mull and ruminate
and tap at his typing machine, holding at bay all intimations of plot
and structure? Do we attempt the impossible feat of making the interior
world of this fey little fictioner interesting? Do we aspire, after
all, to be literary?
2 Nah. Who gives a flying penwiper about the little creep? It’s
the Epissiles who matter on this page. And we’re here for blood and
guts, cause this ain’t no Manhattan magazine—it’s Punkfictionland. And
maybe we’re not allowed to bend Annabella over her desk and give it to
her from behind, but we can sure as Kain give it to Andrew instead,
from the one direction he doesn’t expect, the depths of his dead little
Look at him. He’s been writing for days. The floor of his once neat
little cottage is covered with refuse—the false starts that keep
2 You want to see? Actually, they don’t seem so bad. Like this
Rotting body at
the morgue. All that’s left of a guy named George. Did you want to meet
George? I can handle that. This is George’s hand. Shake it. Cold, ain’t
it? Not much grip. Funny how you can’t tell much about him on the slab. He’s a body on a
slab at the morgue. Clothes are in a locker, wallet’s in a brown
envelope with a watch and keys and all that stuff, and George is here
in his birthday suit under a sheet, all kind of purple and fish-eyed. You know how
fishes’ eyes look when they’re dead. White and scummy kind of. Like
George’s. So what’s up? Is
George going to paradise? Don’t think so. Not today. What’s the name of that saint? The
one at the burly gates? Hard to imagine George meeting a saint looking
like this. Fact is, he’s getting so he smells. No paradise. Something
else. How about the
too-young-to-die angle? After all, he can’t be more than about
thirty-five. He must be too young to die. How can it end like this, so sudden
and, well, disgusting like? If there was any justice, it’d’ve been
somebody else. Somebody’s got to do something
about this. Did you say
something? Good idea. The
brown envelope is in the drawer. Here’s the wallet. That’s pretty fancy
leather. Okay. I’m
embarrassed. Name’s not George—it’s Alfred. Alfred Cunningham. Here’s
his work ID. Corporation guy. And his business card! He’s—are you
listening?—Assistant Vice President, Mainframes, NeoMax Computer
Corporation. Phew! I’m
impressed. Here’s a picture
of his wife. Not bad. Little light in the chest and heavy in the hips,
but not bad. And two kids. A
boy and a girl, maybe twelve and fourteen. They look like trashholes to
me. And credit
cards. American Express—Gold Card! Visa, Master Charge, Delta Frequent
Flyer, Brooks Brothers, Exxon, Bloomingdales, Delta Crown Room... Wow!
All that credit and look at him. Wonder why he’s here. You’d think
somebody would claim him... the wife, the trashholes, some vice
president, somebody. They must of forgot. Well, Alfred’s
got to get home. It’s nearly dinner time. Every second of delay, he’s
missing his life. He’s heavy.
They’re not kidding about dead weight...
3 What’s the problem? Too lowbrow, you think? Well, here’s
O come all ye
faithless, joyless and triumphant. Bring your handbags. We’re going on
a trip. Where? To the heart of the matter,
where the beat of modern life originates. But enough of
this chit chat. The elevator is waiting. Up, up, up. High speed
travel to a highrise bedroom, in which a scene of passionate intensity
is underway. Soft carpeting
underfoot, soft moans under sheets. This must be
Evelyn and Dave, consummating their brief acquaintance with a tender
exchange of bodily fluids. If you will now
consult your prose kits, you will find some background data on Evelyn
and Dave. Evelyn makes
$32,000 a year working for an advertising agency and goes to bed on a
first date less than 46.2 percent of the time. Dave, on the
other hand, makes $48,000 a year working for a management consulting
firm and goes to bed on a first date more than 63.8 percent of the time. Tonight does not
count, however, since Evelyn and Dave just met each other about three
hours ago and are not in bed on a date but on an impulse. They are
romantics, both of them, and therefore susceptible to the warmth of
Friday night cocktails. Something about
the way the stars twinkled through the sunroof of Dave’s $21,500
Japanese sports car melted Evelyn’s resolve not to let herself get
talked into another one-night stand with another smooth talking
sonofabitch, which she suspects Dave of being, although he has been
uniformly sweet and solicitous throughout their courtship to date.
4 Is there something we’re missing? That seemed like a pretty
good start to us—snappy and fast-paced. Too explicit maybe from the sex
angle? No? Then what? And what’s the matter with this one?
You’re going to
believe this story if I have to come to your house and hogtie you to
the couch and tear your fingernails out one by one by one by one...
until you’d swear on a stack of Bibles that there really is a
one-legged circus clown named Randy Joe who decided to move to Maine
and write horror stories for a living. No, listen.
LISTEN! This is going to be a great story. You see, he used to be a
Navy SEAL, until...HEY! I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU HOW IT WAS GOING TO BE. DO
I HAVE TO COME OVER THERE WITH MY NEEDLE-NOSE PLIERS AND MAKE YOU
BELIEVE IT? DO I? That’s better. So Randy Joe
lost his leg in the navy and then he
5 What do you suppose has gotten into Andrew? It looks like he’s
lost his way a bit on this project. It’s a shame. And with the deadline
getting so close... do you think he’d like a little help from a
professional writer band? You do? Well, we’re delighted to help.
Anything for the Anniversary Issue.
2 That’s us coming through the ceiling. Sorry about the mess.
3 Now we’re in Andrew’s living room, standing next to his poor
old Underwood typewriter.
4 Andrew’s in the corner making little mewling noises and sucking
his thumb. It’s possible he finds us somewhat intimidating to look at.
Or is it just that he doesn’t approve of our writing instruments—the
candy apple red stereotypewriter, the gold flake parallaxophone, the
pink polka dotted synthesizer, the gunmetal macrophone, the ten-foot
length of lime green garden hose, the oversized copper needle valve,
the hickory handled icepick, and the pig iron sledgehammer. Well, he’ll
get used to them.
5 Time for lesson number one, Andrew. It looks to us as if what
you’re trying to write without much success is punk fiction, which is
sure to be a hit with Annabella and all the highfalutin readers of
Manhattan magazine. We applaud your daring.
6 But you can’t write a punk piece on an Underwood. Sorry.
2 That’s us writing an appropriate ending for the Underwood with
our pig iron sledge.
3 Now, as soon as Andrew stops sobbing and wetting himself, we’ll
move on to the matter of how you go about starting a good punk fiction
4 There, that’s right, Andrew. Just take slow, deep breaths, and
your aplomb will return in a trice.
5 The beginning of your piece is called the Howdy. It sets the
stage, so to speak, and tells the audience who’s in charge, and to whom
they will owe the pleasure of their fiction experience. We prefer to do
ours on the macrophone. Like so:
Time has run out on you, dear boomer. You’ve been succored into the
blindest of dark alleys. There is no
mercy here, no friendly hand to guide you, no reassuring voice to still
your dread. Here you are
only prey, and here there is no safety in numbers. Straight razors wait at every
corner to cut your throat. Holes in the pavement plunge to the abyss. The garbage cans
are full of murdered babies, and the cats that gnaw on their heads have
the rotten breath of art and radioactive eyes that suck up light and
give you cancer in the dark. There is no
turning back. The entrance has been sealed by the heap of dishonored
corpses you trampled coming in. The only way out
is forward, but at the end of the alley a wall blocks the exit. It is a
high, long, smooth, hard wall disfigured by graffiti. In short, dear
boomer, you are trapped. Trapped and soon to be hoist by punk petard. What can you,
what in the name of all you might once conceivably have held sacred, is
there for you to do? Read the writing
on the wall, one last epissile from us to you.
6 You see, Andrew? You don’t ask for the suspension of disbelief.
You just suspend it. Notice how we no longer seem to be in your living
room, but in a long dark alley instead? Do you feel that sense of being
trapped, dear Andrew? Good. Then the Howdy is complete.
7 Please stop sniveling, Andrew. We’re only here to help.
Next comes the launch of the story proper. If you want, you can
introduce characters. That’s what the stereotypewriter is for. But it’s
not absolutely necessary to have the characters enter right away.
Everyone will know who they are before you even mention them.
2 Can you guess who the main characters are going to be in this
story, Andrew? We bet you can. So that means we have some room to begin
the action more obliquely. Mayhap with a nifty solo on the
parallaxophone. Comme ci. That’s French, isn’t it, Andrew?
City lights. The terrorist stands at the center, watching. Highways bind
the city in place, chains of light tying knots to hold the rhythms in,
bend them back inside, repeat the captive pattern. Clocks and neon
signs and skyscraping lanterns blinking their slow coded translations
of continuum, the string of nights that links all lives together. And at the
center, the terrorist. In love with light, he carries his avowal across
the rooftops, his sneakered feet hurrying toward the rendezvous. The face of a
terrorist may be like any other face. Eyed, eared, nosed, and mouthed,
it hungers for sensation and relays the headlines of current events to
the brain, which forms its committees of response. The face is
unimportant, even the face of a terrorist The brain is all. Inside its
corridors and anterooms, news is discussed in tones of alarm. The war
plans, coiled and waiting, lie locked in the vault below. In the star
chamber the conferees are at odds: the situation is grave, voices are
raised, and the only consensus is of catastrophe. Driven by
catastrophe, the terrorist moves out across the city, mulling
destinations, declarations, devastations. He has been everywhere
already and a map of the city has grown across the back wall of his
mind, behind the lenses of his two-way eyes. On the map and
in the city he has been everywhere. But not always as a terrorist. Once, first, as
an observer only, he went out to hear the heartcries, city whispers,
3 Movement, Andrew, that’s the key. Get it going, keep it going,
promise death and keep the promise. Have you figured out how we’re
going to keep our promise, Andrew?
4 That’s right! With more action!
He heard the crying, and the moaning, and the praying, and the
screaming, Until his ears
grew full of empty noise, And his heart
turned black with anger. Thus was the
terrorist born, An embryo formed
in the outer world of desperate prisoners’ cries, Then squeezed
full-grown through sound canals, Into the ready
room of mind. He speaks:
“There is no voice of light in all the din, and the power lords are
telling lies, with lights for sale that beam the dark to every church
and home. It’s time to
quench the light that lies, And punish the
thieving power lords.”
5 We’re getting excited, Andrew. We’re in the city, and we’re
closing in. Your story’s going to be great.
6 But now we change the gears again, and get ready for the Splat.
The Splat? Well, that’s where we keep our promise to the reader. The
Once upon a time there was a power lord named Annabella, Who held in her hands a broken
light that scattered lines of darkness everywhere. She was proud of
the light and the dark it shed, for she thought the darkness was light. That’s why the
Epissiles paid her a visit, In her office in
3 Why are you squirming like that, Andrew? Hold still. This will
only hurt for a second.
"Who are you?" cried Annabella. "Why are you here, and what do you
want?" "We’re here to
kill you," the Epissiles said, "for crimes against the light." "What the hell
are you talking about?" Annabella was irate. No one talks to managing
editors like that. "This," said the
Epissiles and pulled from a bag the head of a promising young writer.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!" screamed Annabella. "Wait," said the
Epissiles. "We want to show you what’s inside this head you prized so
much." And as Annabella
stood glazed in shock, the Epissiles attached their ten foot length of
lime green garden hose to the oversized copper needle valve they’d
jammed inside Andrew’s icepick-penetrated skull, and then they sprayed
one last Epissile, in bright red blood, on the wall of Manhattan style:
Punks to their Unlit Pals:
Time has run
out on you, dear authors. You’ve written yourselves into the blindest
of dark alleys. There is no
mercy here, no friendly hand to guide you, no reassuring voice to still
your dread. Here you are
only random idiosyncratics, and here there is no meaning or salvation. The children
of your unbelief are dying to catch you alone. They
needed you to dream some dreams, but you painted walls instead. When
they catch you, and they will, they’ll give you cancer in the dark. Literature
is dead. That’s why your garbage reeks of murdered babies, and why the
stench of art is even worse, and why your lives are worthless wastes of
the ink and paper you have spoiled. There is no
turning back. The entrance has been sealed by you. The only way
out is forward, but you threw away your map, your compass, and all the
stars that show the way. You’re
extinct and don’t know it. Your writing’s a joke, and the future will
laugh you to hell. One more
And SPLAT goes Annabella.
4 Is that what you had in mind for the anniversary issue, Andrew?
7 Happy Anniversary.
Once Upon a Time...
right. We hold a grudge for a long, loooong time.
Even though we're mostly taller than Charles Bronson
. Since we're in the mode of honoring our
commenters -- the best
in the blogosphere -- I couldn't resist this. Maggie
Whenever I come to this blog I get the
incredible urge to watch "Mothman Prophecies" or "Once Upon A Time In
The West" ... SOMETIMES "White Chicks" ... but not usually. MAYBE
"Richie Rich" ... nahhh, my mistake. Just go with the first two to be
Have to admit it's an honor to be associated with Once Upon a Time in the West. Read
all the user
comments at IMDB.com because we're only going to reproduce one:
favorite, and mine too
There are few movies that can combine great directing, acting, music,
cinematography, and writing into one movie, but this one does. There
are no weak points. Every scene is a piece of art. I know of no other
film that affects the senses as this one. Henry Fonda said this was his
favorite film and role. It's easy to see why. He created 1 of the great
"bad guy" roles in history. In a side note, Leone wanted to put brown
contacts in Fonda's eyes ("who ever saw a villain with blue eyes",
Leone said), but Fonda wouldn't have it, and the effect is magic in the
famous Leone close-ups. Bronson, Cardinale, and Robards are equally
powerful, all have great lines and the camera loves them. Speaking of
cameras, the visuals are stunning. There is nothing fancy about this
movie. Raw power is what you see and feel. Simply the best western if
not film ever made.
We hadn't actually seen the Mothman
Prophecies, but a look at the trailer convinced us that it's
pretty much like a normal day at the office for Instapunk.
So we're frequently confused. Sooorry.
The White Chicks thing was
harder to figure until we came across this
appreciation at IMDB.com:
This movie makes fun of everyone--
black, white, rich, poor, dorks, cool people... no one is safe.
yeah, it looks exactly like this around here every day. Is that a problem?
Don't get the Richie Rich
thing, though. I'm turning 57 in two days -- skipping 56 for religious
reasons -- and I haven't looked like Macauley Culkin for, well, half a
century. I don't look like Charles Bronson, either. But I'm taller. And
. I've always been fascinated by the boiling
frog phenomenon that seems to describe the reaction of otherwise normal
people when they're caught in the midst of a time of cataclysmic
political retrogression. While The Terror was rounding up
counterrevolutionaries in France, while Stalin was rounding up
counterrevolutionaries in Russia, while Hitler was rounding up Jews in
the Reich.... Ordinary folks must have known at some level that the
bonds of civilization were dissolving, but they still had to go to work
everyday, and matters of shocking moment somehow became the stuff of
petty gossip -- and dare I say 'punditry' -- rather than a shrieking
call to action. When the unthinkable becomes routine, what becomes of
the person whose whole soul is screaming in outrage? My guess is that
the constant sight of what his neighbors and fellow countrymen simply will not see either gradually
inures him to all varieties of disaster OR he becomes convinced that he
himself has lost his mind.
That's how I've come to regard the Obama administration. The
unthinkable is now routine. Every new day brings us a new outrage
against the constitution, the separation of powers, national security,
the free enterprise system, and the 200-plus years of individual
liberty and personal responsibility that made this the greatest,
freest, and most prosperous nation on earth. Even the people who are
nominally on our side are sitting placidly in the simmering media pot
on the stove, acting and talking as if major crimes against our
heritage and values were mere political maneuvers to be parsed like
chess gambits or poker hands.
you're being slowly boiled to death.
It's not true that all this is politics as usual. The hard thing to
remember. Our country is being
hijacked and dismantled. If you know that in your heart of hearts, you
have NOT lost your mind. Things CAN go way south in a hell of a hurry,
irretrievably so. But no one can be hysterically overwrought all the
time. It's too exhausting. What's important is that no matter how
everyone else is coping, you
retain some access to the underlying reality, so that when all around
you are acting deaf, dumb, and blind to the unfolding ruination, you
have somewhere to go.
That's what this page is. When that Crisis Moment hits, just look up
the word Emergency in the InstaPunk search function and press the damn
button up top. What you find will remind you of the stark reality
everyone but you insists on forgetting today.
Persevere, my friends. You are not alone. Even when it feels like you
. The punk piece that began it all. They wrote like bands,
on computers, with custom input devices that fed into a central
processor which made a narrative of it all. In the case of the Shuteye
Train, it was said that they were merely documenting crimes already
committed -- a kind of computer-compiled confession. Nobody knows what
really happened. Just that South Street in Philadelphia suddenly became
a place to be feared in 1980 or thereabouts. The moment the worm
turned. Even the Pagans
stopped going there. Ancient history with no continuing relevance? Sure.
Did they exist? We're kind of sort of betting they did. What is
fiction, after all, but writing that doesn't claim to be history, only
Hear we come, the Shuteye Train, ranting and writing and all for you.
We knew a guy.
2 He was like you, a regular type guy, and we knew him since like
the time he first got his head together and started doing his own thing.
3 Back then he was in college in the days when coke was like this
sugary ripoff made by this giant corporate fascist oppressor.
4 He thought his father was a pig. So was his mother. In fact she
threw this like fit when Steve stayed over Christmas vacation in his
own room with his girlfriend Marjorie.
5 His name was Steve.
6 He started college as a political science major but in
sophomore year he switched to black studies, he was into civil rites
and the Revolution and had these ideals and everything.
7 Shammadamma. We’re the Shuteye Train, coming at you.
Steve learned a lot in black studies.
2 Like he learned history was all lies and the US was like this
really corrupt evil totalitarian state with these policies of genocide
in Southeast Asia and the inner cities.
3 Steve really freaked when he like found out what was going
down, so his roommate got he and Marjorie into the party and they all
worked night and day for the Revolution.
One night Steve dropped some acid and Marjorie and him were talking
about the Revolution until Steve got off and Marjorie was saying like
how everything had to be destroyed, the government and everything,
before social justice could, you know, happen.
2 And Steve started having these really heavy thoughts about what
all Marjorie was saying just as he started to get off.
3 There was this Doors album on and he started getting like
really tuned in to the heaviness of the Revolution and the heaviness of
the music all at the same time and pretty soon it was like he could
really see the music coming right out of the speakers and the music
like was the Revolution just starting to happen and it was beautiful.
4 When he concentrated Steve could stretch his arms right across
the room and feel the music wrap around his fingers and crawl all over
his body, like the Revolution was pulling him in and making him a part
of it and all.
5 It was like really blowing his mind and then it pulled him
right out of the room and down into the street and into this latenight
store where it like told him to get some cans of spraypaint.
6 Marjorie went with him and she couldn’t hear the music but she
was getting this like contact high and she could see the way the Doors
were, you know, swirling all around Steve, making him knock things off
the shelf, so she got into it herself and pushed over this giant
cardboard TV announcer who was advertising some kind of detergent on
the shelf next to him.
7 The store manager was this real pig and he calls the cops, so
the Doors music like pulled them out of the store and told Steve to
spraypaint like all the college walls that didn’t have ivy on them.
8 They spraypainted all the slogans they could think of and all
the ones the Doors told Steve to paint and later Steve’s old man
wouldn’t go bail and he had to write his term paper on ‘Modern Slavery’
in jail, which was really far out and got an A-minus.
9 Shammadamma, we’re the Shuteye Train, punk writer band from the
land of Kain.
So Steve and Marjorie went to Woodstock nation and it was really
beautiful, you know?
2 They borrowed this old van and drove to Woodstock and got stuck
in a field but it didn’t matter, people gave them dope and they drank
wine and got off on the music, it was like really incredible because
there was this love all around and Steve made it with this chick from
Skidmore and Marjorie thought the whole thing was beautiful and she
took off all her clothes and went wading and didn’t get embarrassed at
all like she usually was about how she was a little overweight, and she
even made it later with this enormous ugly fat guy.
3 But he had a beautiful soul and was into Country Joe and the
Fish like you wouldn’t believe.
4 Steve didn’t even mind, he had dropped some really wild
mescaline and it was like he was this fat guy and he could even feel
the tattoo of an eagle this guy had on his arm which flapped its wings
to the music of Country Joe.
5 It rained but they didn’t care and later they couldn’t get the
van unstuck but they didn’t care about that either, so they hitched a
ride back to Boston, only they wound up not going to Boston right off
but staying for a while with these really beautiful people who had this
farm in New Hampshire.
6 Even the ducks got stoned. Shammadamma.
But then there was like Altamont and Kent State and Steve got into
graduate school with his deferment and Marjorie got knocked up.
2 Steve’s old man had already cut him off except for tuition, so
Marjorie had to split for Philadelphia and have the kid at her sister’s
3 She named it Peaceflower.
4 And then Steve and her like started to grow apart because
Marjorie was kind of, you know, standing still, and couldn’t see how
the Revolution had bummed out, and how if you wanted to reform the
system you had to do it from like inside, with your caring and ideals
5 There was this really bad scene the time Marjorie came up from
Philadelphia to visit, and like her sister was getting ready to throw
her out in the street if she didn’t get a job, and Steve couldn’t make
her see like how his father had finally decided to pay Steve’s way
through law school, which Steve had just gotten into, only he wouldn’t
if Steve turned up with this kid, which how could he be sure was, you
know, really his?
6 They were in this nice restaurant in Boston with white
tablecloths and all, and the waiter had like sneered when Marjorie
ordered strawberry wine, and she wouldn’t eat the ratatouille because
she got so uptight.
7 She really freaked when Steve let slip about the kid and, you
know, whose it was and all, and she started to cry and said how she
really loved Steve in the deepest possible way and there was only ever
that fat guy at Woodstock, which was different and wasn’t her idea
8 But how could Steve be, you know, sure, and anyway there was
law school and he was only going so he could reform the system from
within like they’d talked about, and couldn’t she see how it was, but
Marjorie only cried into her ratatouille and left the next day.
9 Shammadamma, the Shuteye Train, burning through the boomer
Steve’s mom and dad came to his law school graduation.
2 He introduced them to Sara. She was president of the Women’s
Law Alliance and Steve’s current female companion.
3 They all went out to dinner and Sara and Steve’s folks didn’t
hit it off very well.
4 Sara asked Steve’s dad how many women had been in his class at
medical school and got into a huff when Steve’s dad said not many,
they’d had to chase nurses instead.
5 Then Sara asked Steve’s mom how she could stand not having been
allowed to accomplish anything with her life.
7 Steve’s mom said you can talk to me that way when you’ve raised
three sons and made a good home for your family like I have.
8 Sara sniffed and ate a cracker, and later when he was alone
with his parents Steve explained how hard it was for women who wanted
careers in a chauvinist society and how you had to understand if they
seemed a little aggressive sometimes.
9 They forgave Sara and him the next day when he stood there in
his robes and got his law degree, and told him how proud they were that
he had made the law review and gotten such a good job in Philadelphia.
10 Shammadamma, the Shuteye Train, making tracks and planning
Steve worked real hard for the firm, long days and nights of endless
pressure and toil.
2 He wondered for a long time how he stood it and what good was
an expensive car and an apartment in Society Hill if you never got to
enjoy them, but after he broke up with Sara, who was, after all, far
too militant and humorless to be a good companion for Steve, he found
out that Philadelphia was an entertaining city.
3 He read up on astrology and took up racketball and learned to
disco, and the women of Philadelphia loved him.
4 But he played around only in moderation and kept his nose
pretty firmly to the grindstone, and it was no surprise when he got
invited to join an exclusive golf club that Elizabeth’s father was a
big wheel in.
5 On the sixteenth green one Sunday not long after that, he met
some of the senior partners of the firm and a few months later he was
promoted to associate partner, which made him laugh a little to himself
because he felt like some kind of impostor, because he was really like
the same guy he had always been, only maybe more laid back and not
quite so idealistic, and wouldn’t it be funny if like everyone else was
really an impostor too, like walking around disguised in three-piece
suits and expensive golf clubs?
One day soon after Steve had finished his first big case, Elizabeth
said maybe it was time they got married, shammadamma, and Steve had
this big decision to make.
2 He thought and thought, and thought finally that maybe a
father-in-law and a wife might be the thing to do, the next step to
3 So they set a date in June and Elizabeth moved out of the
apartment for awhile to keep the older friends and relatives from
getting upset, and Steve played golf with Elizabeth’s father, and
Elizabeth and her mother shopped like mad, and engraved invitations
went out in the mail and brought back hundreds of wedding presents and
then hundreds of wedding guests, who filled the ivy-covered church so
that Elizabeth and Steve could get properly married and live happily
So they stood at the altar and the priest got ready to say the words
and behind them in the church all their friends were smiling and
looking forward to the reception, and Steve thought how everything was
going to work out just right, and life was really okay, you know?
2 And the organist finished the processional and then the doors
of the church swung open with a tremendous crash.
3 Naturally Steve turned around to look, because who on earth
could be coming in so late?
Shammadamma, the Shuteye Train.
2 We write with guns.
And some of the women screamed, and Steve couldn’t believe what was
happening, like who were these people and what did they want?
2 Shammadamma, pullatrigga. Shammadamma, shootabooma.
And Steve tried to, you know, get away when he saw what was coming
down, tried to run for his life, but it was way too late and where was
there for him to go anyway?
2 Shammadamma, BLAMMADAMMA. BLAMMADAMMA BLAMMADAMMA BLAMMADAMMA
We knew a guy, a regular type guy, but he died on his wedding day.
That last line is kind of an inversion. What they really meant was
.. We're inordinately proud of our
commenters here. (Yes, Penny, you'll be here someday too. Give us a
graphic idea to work with...) Other sites
worry about screening out disgusting language and threats. We worry
only about getting outshone by our readers. Which is happening a lot
lately. Today, it's Taylor, who
apparently didn't like our 'Emergency Button.' Here's what he had to say.
The boiled frog comparison is good as
far as it goes, but there's a
difference from our current predicament: The frog gets boiled slowly
because the frog doesn't comprehend what's happening.
us on the other hand, at some level many if not most people in this
country know exactly what is being done to them. They don't do anything
about it because they just can't comprehend how this state of affairs
came to pass, and they aren't sure what if anything they can do.
societal mesmerization that's going on as Hope-a-Dope and the donks do
to this country what that Egyptian Airlines co-pilot did a few years
ago -- purposefully point the plane's nose straight down into the drink
and accelerate -- comes from this human characteristic of shock and
disbelief ("The pilot's not supposed to do that, is he?") overcoming
the survival instinct.
When confronted by something
seemingly too incredible to be "real," the human mind tends to either
lock up or to look for escape via rationalizations.
"Brain lock" is why two-thirds to three quarters of American soldiers
and marines who experienced Japanese "banzai" charges or Chinese "human
wave" attacks never fired their weapons. They just stared
disbelievingly at the mass of humanity rushing at them. These were men
who had been trained to fight, and who knew when they went to the front
line that an encounter with the enemy was at least possible if not
probable; yet they still froze when the time came.
does that say for the American People today, the vast majority of whom
have undergone no mental preparation for what's coming?
A "This isn't happening" reaction occurs when, for example, an airport
security screener on 9/11 encounters an Arab foreigner with no bags to
check, a one-way ticket and whose face looks like pathological hatred
incarnate: everything about the guy screams "hijacker," but the
screener's sense of disbelief allows his feel-good politically correct
indoctrination to take over.
Bottom line, Hope-a-Dope and
the donks are like a Komodo Dragon: if it bites you, you don't die
right away. Rather, it lets you run around pumping the venom through
your system while it follows and waits for the effects to kick in. When
you collapse onto the ground, it moves in to polish you off.
we haven't yet felt the full effects of the poison that the donks have
injected into this country since last November, so it's still easy to
fall into a sense of disbelief, denial and false hope.
By the time we begin to feel the
symptoms, it'll be too late.
late to save the Republic. The venom is numbing us even as I write
this, but most people are either too mesmerized or too ensconced in
denial to fight it.
What I am more concerned with is what
will rise from the ashes.
uh, me too. What he said.
[I hate to spoil Taylor's malignant mood, but 30-some years ago I
met a Korean who was a reporter at the Boston Herald Tribune. He'd been
an intelligence officer for the South
Korean army in that war. He described interrogation tactics he'd
personally conducted -- without the least regret -- having to do with
water and the bitterly cold Korean winters... things about water
turning to ice, human noses, and not breathing, and watching men die and such... Forget that.
He was a cold cold man. But he told me that what frightened the Koreans
about the United States, truly and utterly terrified them, north and
south alike, was the marine determination to leave no man behind. "We could not
understand that," he told me over a game of pool in otherwise civilized
surroundings. "It did not make sense to us. It filled us with fear. We
could not defeat that." He didn't defeat it. He became an American
citizen. And I kicked his ass at 8-ball..]
So here comes Billy Oblivion, another veteran commenter. Weighing in on
the same subject, responding to Taylor:
I have never learned to throw the first
Perhaps the more you know the more you
New Model Army, "Believe It"
spent a good bit of the last 25 years involved in the study of
violence. I'm not very good at it compared to the professionals--the
Special Ops types, MMA fighters etc. but I think I have at least an
Which is the problem.
a large degree violence--at least effective violence--is almost the
antithesis of violence (from one perspective, from another a different
argument is made).
To be intellectual is to pause in
thought, to consider actions and their consequences.
sitting in a bar having a quiet drink. Jack and Coke, Jack on the rocks,
or just Jack in a glass. A pretty girl sits down next to you. It's
movement, and perfume. You glance over. Her companion notices and takes
offense. (Cliche' yes, but I'm taking this somewhere). He starts down
the road to fisticuffs; at what point do you stop responding like a
civilized man? At what point do you grab that fucking long neck the guy
next to you just finished and brain the meathead with it?
don't. You wait for him to move first, because you hung up the leather
and the Doc Martens a decade ago and you've got a job to get to Monday
morning and a mortage or at least a car payment and a wife and if you
show up with stitches and a black eye and explain that you've got to go
to court for negligent homicide you're going to miss a few car payments
and it'll get repo'd and there goes that credit rating you spent the
better part of a decade repairing after that expensive private college
you paid for mostly out of your own pocket with grants and loans and a
tour in the Marine Corps.
So smile and apologize for looking at his
lady, and you hope that this mollifies him and you finish your drink
and you move on.
There are two types of fights. Duels, and
are two dandies, or two drunks slugging it out for honor. Both know
it's coming, and both know when. No surprises, no positional advantage,
no maneuver warfare. This is pure strength and stamina and endurance
and pain tolerance. The harder, faster, stronger guy wins, unless the
other guy gets lucky.
No one with any sense gets in a
duel. No one. Ever. Unless it really is about something that you'd
rather die than break the rules over.
is for sports and card games. There is no cheating in a real fight
(i.e., outside the ring), there is only winning and dying. And court, so
don't cheat too much.
Amubushes. Most fights are
ambushes and you ALWAYS want to be the ambushers. You set the
claymores, you position your machine guns and your supporting artillery.
Even if it's just a buddy with a pool
the problem still is pulling the trigger. Intellectuals think; we think
of ripples spreading out from the rock we're about to hit this guy in
the back of the head with.
A meth head doesn't think,
she swings. Wildly, with crazy strength and hepatitis and possibly AIDs
and those wicked fucking fingernails that haven't been cut in a dog's
age, but are torn and ragged.
You knew it was coming,
but you never saw the place where the Reasonable Man the Prosecution was
going to call as a witness would have struck first, so you're behind
the power curve as she's clawing your f'ing eyes out.
you sit there in your recliner with a glass of Makers Mark in hand and
contemplate that fine looking woman in the harbor of the million story
city. A bit green with age, things ain't like they were when she started
And you fear for the country that she is
welcoming people to. You fear in your gut, you fear in your head
because you can see those ripples and you've read history and you've
read psychology and sociology and etc.
And you try to explain to people that we
need to stop this we need to stop spending our children's and grandchildren's money.
need to stop supporting bad farming practices. We need to stop
supporting bad breeding practices. Bad schooling, bad politics.
need to stand up and be responsible, we need to pay our own way, we need
to help the less fortunate, but not by buying them a concrete block
shack at a thousand dollars a brick.
But they call you a
fear monger as they complain about the snail darter and global warming
and drink their shade grown coffee and talk about how capitalism needs
the firm hand of government over the invisible hand of Smith.
And just *when* do you pull that trigger?
Just when do you start the ambush?
Are YOU willing to give up your house,
and your car, and your credit rating?
And how do you unscrew a pregnant lady
Rome wasn't burned in a day, but Pompeii
Entropy means lots of things. What it
mostly tells us is that if you don't keep adding energy to a system it
only people adding energy to our system are the people who think the
system should be able to give back more than you put in.
of course, the only people who are willing to muster serious opposition
are those like Limbaugh, Hannity and Gingrinch.. And Palin, and Reagan,
who are outliers. At least Reagan was. Palin, we'll see.
But the problem is what to do.
Duels are stupid, but ambushes, well
you'd BETTER hit so damn hard and so damn fast and so damn accurate
that you don't lose.
November 80 Marines in Afghanistan got ambushed by about 250 Taliban.
Odds were over 3 to 1. On the Taliban's home turf. The Ts were well
supplied--this wasn't a hit and run, they were prepared and going for a
In Marine terms this was a "fair fight".
they extracted their peeps from the kill zone, the marines, as they are
wont to do, aggressed into the ambush and proceeded to kill 1/5th of
their opposition WITHOUT A SINGLE MARINE FATALITY.
One Marine--the Designated Hitter for the
unit--fired his rifle IIRC 22 times. He got 22 hits.
even ambushes--when you're well prepared and have what appear to be
overwhelming odds--don't always work. Especially when the other side
has some pipe hitting mother fuckers.
Which is to say that
you have to be willing to hit hard, and hit first, but you gotta watch
out for the ripples, but if you're watching the ripples you know too
How do you get the killer instinct and
the intellectual understanding without becoming a sociopath?
Which may sort of explain our leaders and
All right. I get it. You don't have to hit the button.
You can ventilate here.
InstaPunk is interested in
what you have to say.
This one from Geojitsu, who I'm reliably informed is a marine of
IP’s “button” tactic isn’t fooling
me. It’s simply his way of looking for a few good men–and I think he
found a pair in Taylor and Billy Oblivion.>
To Taylor, two quibbles about your excellent post. First, you assert
that as the result of brain lock, “two-thirds to three quarters of
American soldiers and marines who experienced Japanese banzai charges
or Chinese human wave attacks never fired their weapons.” There are a
number of ways to attack that position, but I’ll go with six:
Guadalcanal, Iwo Jima, Okinawa, Peleliu, Saipan, and Tarawa. None of
these hell holes would have been taken if 75% of the Marines in the
rifle platoons had frozen under fire. No way. I refer you to what I
believe is the finest battle memoir ever written. “With the Old Breed:
At Peleliu and Okinawa” by E. B. Sledge.>
Second, you say “most people in this country know exactly what is
being done to them.” I say [about] half know what is being done to
them. And that would be the people who voted AGAINST putting fascist
thugs into the White House and Congress.>
The problem is not cowardice, it’s ignorance. Decades of collectivist
thought has reached critical mass, and we are now reaping the whirlwind.>
And finally, to Billy’s question “How do you get the killer instinct
and the intellectual understanding without becoming a sociopath?” I'd
say BRASS, the acronym every Marine recruit learns before ever hitting
the rifle range. “Breath-Relax-Aim-Slack-Squeeze.”>